The Tyler Two

NEW SITE

2008-09-09T21:12:00.000-07:00

Due to some serious errors that have wrecked havoc on my blogger account, I have decided to go ahead and just do a personal website. I have spent countless hours updating and correcting my blog, in attempt to restore it to it's original format, but I know I'm still missing photos and more. Please bear with me as I continue to update, and add new information.
To continue with updates of The Tyler Two...please click on the following web address:

www.chrisandmarta.com

Ummm.....HEEEELLLOOOOO

2008-09-03T10:38:00.001-07:00

Can anyone tell me what's wrong with my photos??? I think it's blogger because almost ALL my photos have errors and are not displayed? I'm so annoyed. Does anyone know how I can fix this, or has this ever happened to you?
PLEASE HELP!

Freedom and Exercise

2008-09-01T17:19:00.000-07:00

This morning the hubby and I drove up to Mount Charleston with the 2 doggies for some Relaxation and Exercise. We got up early this morning and washed the convertible so it was sparkly and clean, stopped at Subway to grab some sandwiches for our picnic, and headed off. The weather was GORGEOUS, and immediately cleared our heads of anything stressful. I was a little worried about my cough, because I can never seem to shake it. I'm now totally convinced that it is asthma related like doctors have told me before because up in the clear air, I felt MUCH better. Coughing MUCH less, and even while hiking! Now that I'm back....so is my cough! Yuck! Anyway, it was sooo nice just to have Chris all to myself and enjoying the day. It always seems like we're so preoccupied with life, that we never take time to just slow down....and actually enjoy it!!
We drove all the way up to the ski ski lifts, parked, and set off. The hike was perfect. Not too steep, very long, clear trails, and the dogs had no problem keeping up. Buddy and Bear seem to attract attention wherever we go. Everyone wants to smile and talk to them. The kids can't stay away from them, and every other person called them puppies. Our dogs were the smallest we saw all day, and at the top of the hike, everyone kept commenting how impressed they were that such little dogs could hike so far! I think what they really meant to say was, "I can't believe such Fat Little Dogs, could climb so far!!"By the time we got back to the car....they passed out in the back seat hardly moving. It was awesome!
Overall:
Great Weather
Great Workout
Great Trail
Yummy Picnic
Perfect Day
Now..... I'm going to sign off and go talk Chris into taking me out for dinner!!! I'm hungry again!

I'm neglecting my blog....

2008-08-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

I've been a very naughty girl and have totally neglected my blog for the last couple weeks. However, I have had so many people reading it because of my trip to Guatemala that I didn't want post anything new until my blog traffic slowed down a little. I am deeply appreciative of everyone's support and feel so grateful for the kind words and encouragement that I have received.
I have been working with Kevin on helping set things up for the orphanage. There is so much to do, but we're both so excited about it. I have created a blog specifically for the orphanage, and it will be linked to the website that our best friend Jared is going to help us with. So from here on out, I'll probably back and forth a little on the posts, but you are more than welcome to add this link to your blogroll and keep updated on the kids and projects! We love sharing the latest news with everyone. To visit our blog please click here at Ninos de Guatemala.

Tomorrow is a holiday.....and no work for us!!! Yeah!! Chris and I are planning a day trip with the dogs up to Mount Charleston. I hope the weather behaves for us, and I'm so excited to spend the day together!! I'll post tomorrow with some pictures!

Home

2008-08-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

Well...it's 6:30 on a Saturday morning and I can't sleep. I've been tossing and turning for a while now. I can't stop thinking about the kids in the orphanage and it's been a week since I've returned home. I just received an email from Mandy last night. They were supposed to receive 3 newborns this week. Unfortunately, 2 of them have already died. I feel so sad that they left this earth without the opportunity to be loved...every infant deserves at least that. However, I also feel grateful that they have been blessed and will avoid the inevitable heartache and pain that is present in so many of these orphans lives.
The orphanage also received another little girl yesterday. We don't know how old she is, but the guesstimate is around 6 years. She is frightened and totally out of her element. Her dad died, and her alcoholic mom abandoned her. There is also a 2 month old sibling, they're working on getting her too.
Jaquelyn arrived absolutely filthy, and with a horrible case of head lice. So bad that they have started to burrow themselves into her scalp. They immediately applied the lice medicine, but it isn't helping. They had to go get her hair cut, and we're hoping they with more treatments it will go away.
It kills me to hear about these kids and not be there to hug and love them. I am considering going back to the orphanage in December. I NEED to go back. I love every single one of them and all the worldly cares go away when I'm helping them. When I'm there, it's not about me, I don't even care about things as gross as lice!! They have helped show me what's truly important. I'm also so much more aware of how blessed I am, and I'm so grateful for the good in my life. I have so much to be grateful for.
Mandy said Levi is sick. I'm a little worried about him. They don't have good healthcare there, and I hope he can just get better on his own. That's the hard part about being an inexperienced mom, you're not really sure when to let the kids ride out an illness and when they need to see a doctor. I hope he starts feeling better soon.

As for me...I'm finally starting to feel better. I got sick on the last day of my trip, and I've spent most of my week home in bed. From what I've heard, every single person went home sick....so I'm not alone in the sicky department. That might be another reason why I'm struggling to get back into my life again...I haven't been able to get back into my routine. Hopefully next week will be a more productive and normal week.

Love Notes

2008-08-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

Make a Smilebox slideshow

I received a couple hand written notes from the kids. Some were hidden, and tucked away for me to find later. They are so cute, and special...I thought I'd post them so I can always see them.

I also received am email from Alejandra. It made me cry, and I wish I could adopt her...even if she is 14. She is an incredibly good girl...and is amazing in so many ways.

hola! martita
espero que estes bien quiero que sepas que te quiero mucho y que nunca te voy ha
olvidar tueres una persona muy especial para mi y para el hogar espero que regreses muy pronto
porque te bamos estar esperando te quiero mucho muchooooooooooooooooooooooooo
eres una buena amiga para mi y espero que tengas exito en tu vida y que tus beibis esten bien
I miss you and I am sad for you because you is very especial and I am happy with you
thanks for your hep in the orphanege

ale

Final Group Photo

2008-08-17T14:00:00.000-07:00

Journal: Day 8

2008-08-17T12:34:00.000-07:00

Last night was our final evening. We made hot dogs and nachos for all the kids. They all thought it was awesome! We even planned on roasting smores over a campfire, but it started pouring rain as soon as it was time. We took one final group picture, and happily played for the rest of the evening.
Before bedtime, Guillermo gathered everyone together in the kitchen for one last meeting. He wanted to let everyone know how much he appreciated all the work and support we've been able to give. He also said that he knew we would go back home and tell our family and friends about our experiences here, and that they would be inspired to help through our enthusiasm. He said that the support of the volunteers is what helps them keep going each day. He then asked if some of the volunteers would say a few words about the experiences they've had. I offered to speak first and I asked Mariyah to translate for me. I told them I loved them I didn't exactly know why I was here, because I've never done anything like this before. I felt lead by the spirit to help, and I'm so grateful for the opportunity to be a part of the experience. I was nervous when I arrived, but I was welcomed with such friendship and love. I told each of the children that I love them, and that being a part of their lives has deeply affected me, and changed who I am. I told them I will never forget them, and I will continue to be a part of their lives.
It was a very emotional meeting, and everyone held it together until Ken spoke. He is an incredible guy, and showed such love for both volunteers and children. By the time he finished, not only were the adults all in tears....so were all the children. Some of the kids wanted to say something to all of us....but could not get any words out because they were crying so hard. The genuine sadness of the children literally broke my heart.
After the meeting was over I hugged Alejandra, and we cried for a few minutes. Then Abigail, Mayerlli, Jennifer, and Deanna all hugged me at the same time and were sobbing, telling me they loved me, and asking me not to forget them. I was especially surprised to see Abigail showing such emotion. She is so emotionally closed off from everyone, and I didn't think we had really connected. What I learned was that we connected, but she attaches herself to others in a different way. She doesn't verbally communicate with me, but she watches, sees, and feels everything. All I could do was tell them over and over "I love You" while we hugged and cried.We left the house at 4:00 am to make it to the airport on time. It's going to be an extremely long flight, and I'm dreading it already. I can't believe I'm going to be home in my own bed tonight. I miss the kids already, and I'm worried I'll never see them again. How am I going to make this experience something more than just another event in a scrapbook? I must ponder this week extensively over the next couple days.

Sadly, the cargo box never arrived. It was finally released on Thursday from the port, but not in time for us. Friday is a capitol holiday, and Saturday and Sunday they are closed. So....it's being delivered on Monday. I'm so sad I wasn't able to help receive it, but regardless it's going to help them tremendously. I hope I can communicate to everyone who helped donate items and supplies how appreciated and desperately needed they are. The beds and sheets we slept on were horrible! We had NO extra sheets, pillow, or blankets. We were especially paranoid with the lice incident....but there wasn't anything we could do about it. The toilet paper was basically sand paper, and the towels never felt clean. Everyone is so excited for the supplies to arrive because everything is in shortage there. Most importantly....NONE of the volunteers got lice. Go Marta and Mandy!!!!

I'm on the plane finally, heading to Miami. I won't arrive home until about 10 pm. All I want to do it sleep. Kevin is still feeling terrible and probably will need to see a doctor when he gets home. I'm so grateful for the chance to travel with him and get to know him better. His heart is huge, and he makes so many sacrifices. He is changing the lives of these kids, and helping to provide them a life full of opportunity. I can't believe it's over.......

Journal: Day 7

2008-08-16T11:41:00.000-07:00

Eating Lunch at Pana

The kids are doing great. They are starting to realize that we leave soon, and are so sad. I can't even think about saying goodbye to them. Last night we had a dinner at the church with all the members of their ward. The food was incredible, and everyone had tons of fun. The Stake President is an awesome guy, and has helped Kevin out so much. We're really grateful for all his support. On the way home, the president gave all of us a ride in the back of his truck. Kids and all. It was one dangerous ride, but the kids had a blast and were laughing and screaming all the way home.
Kevin got sick. He looks and feels awful. I don't know how he's going to make it all the way home on Sunday. He can hardly stand, and can't eat any food. I gave him so medicine, and ken gave him his antibiotics. I really hope it helps him, because as of right now he's pretty nonfunctional. If you know Kevin, then you know that it really must be bad. I've never seen a more dedicated person who selflessly gives so much.
Today a woman from the capitol called to check on Baby Levi. She also told us the real reason his mother gave him up. Apparently she does indeed have a husband, and they even have 4 children together. Her husband has been living and working in the United States for the past 2 years. While he's been away, she had an affair, and got pregnant. Levi was the result of that affair. She didn't want her husband to find out, so she decided to give him up and force her other 4 children to keep the secret. The orphanage has also been asked by the capitol to receive 5 more newborns!! We don't have the room, so we can only accept 3 of the infants. They will arrive early next week, and I'm so excited for them!

Today we went to see what they say are the 'Waters Of Mormon'. It's absolutely beautiful, and sooo big! We got lucky with a beautiful clear day, so we were able to see everything. On the way there we were all dying from the winding mountainous roads, not to mention the gargantuan pot holes and crazy driving ala bus driver. We even had to pull over to let Lindsay and Skylar throw up multiple times. It was not pretty, and we were all grateful there were no accidents in the car. We also went shopping in Pana. I got myself a few little things. Jewelry, bags, bini, stuff like that. It was fun but felt really strange about leaving on our last day so we could go sightseeing. I feel like maybe I should have just stayed home with the kids. However, I do think it's been a long week, and I needed a little break. The kids missed us tons and greeted us at the door with hugs and kisses. It's amazing how attached they've gotten to us. They are amazing kids.

2008-08-15T12:20:00.000-07:00

I was told about an experience that happened at the orphanage and I thought it was really kind of neat in a weird way....so I wanted to write it down so I won't forget it.

One night there was a knock on the orphanage door. Guillermo opened the window, and there were a couple gang members at the door. They shoved a gun in his face and demanded all his money. Guillermo opened the door, afraid of getting shot and let them in. He said that he had no money, but wanted to show them the good that they were doing at the orphanage. He had all the children come out and asked the gang members to join them for family home evening. Out of curiosity, they decided to stay. They said a prayer and then Guillermo asked all the children to sing 'I Am a Child of God.' He even told the men the history of some of the children and why they are there. By the end of the evening....all the adults...all of the children...and all of the gang members were in tears. The gang leader told Guillermo that he was sorry for trying to rob them. He thought it was a really special thing that they were doing for the kids. He also said that because he was a gang member, he knew he would be dead within a year, and wanted his children to live at the orphanage after he dies. He thought it would be a special place for his children. Guillermo agreed to take them in if he died. Before the men left, they offered their protection if anyone tried to hurt or rob them. He told Guillermo all he had to do was call him on his cell phone, and he would help them.
The next day, they all came back with more of their friends to bring candy, and play with the children.
Not long after, there was another incident where someone from another gang was causing trouble at the orphanage. Guillermo was able to get to his cell phone to call his new friend for help. He said he knew who it was and he would take care of it.

The next morning...Guillermo was walking near the orphanage, and he saw the guy laying dead in the street.

Now that's what I call protection.

Journal: Day 5

2008-08-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

It's been a busy day. Mandy and I rearranged the nursery, playroom, nanny bedroom, and the boys rooms. I am exhausted! That was a huge project, but I think everyone's happy with the results.
We got horrible news about the cargo box. It's still being released from the port and we will NOT receive it before the time we leave on Sunday. I'm just sick about it, and Kevin feels worse. When we were talking about it, I could tell he was trying to keep his emotions in check. He's done everything, and anything he can possibly do, and still...no success. At this point, we just have to let it go, and continue to look at the bigger picture. It will undoubtedly be released into possession of the orphanage.....just not while we're here to help. Ah....it makes me sick. I guess when you're trying so hard to do something good, you have to know that there will always be opposition in all things.
I gave little Jose a bath today. He was absolutely filthy, and we had so much fun! I lathered him up, washed his hair, and I even let little Paula help. She was so excited! Then I noticed the bruises up and down his back from earlier physical abuse. I love that little boy. His mother came to visit a little bit ago, and when she tried to pick him up, he started to cry and was scared of her. He has this heartbreaking look on his face when he is scared or thinks he is in trouble. It is a face of GENUINE fear. How could a parent beat a child? I pray that he is too young to remember what his life was like.
I also learned that Mayerlli was left in an outdoor market, and her mother told her to forget she has a family. She was left to fend for herself like a stray dog. Today she is sweet, and gentle, and loves anyone who will love her back. She has such a wonderful disposition, and seems genuinely happy at the orphanage. I love her smile and how she radiates when she laughs!!
I have observed so much aggression in some of the kids. Paula actually bit Deanna on the arm today making her bleed and bruise. It's obvious where this behavior is learned because they tell us that their parents used to beat them all the time. When they love, they love with their whole heart. When they're angry, it's aggressive and mean. Esduardo, Deanna, and Paula are such great kids and it makes me sick that they've had such adversity in their lives. I'm so glad they have each other for support. I love them all.
It's been a little bit of a strange day for me. I've felt very emotional and had to put my feeling in check more than once to keep my emotions under control. At dinner tonight, I found myself tearing up as I was watching how happy and well taken care of they are here. They are so lucky to have a person like Kevin in their lives. It's so cute how they love him. Every single child calls him Papa Oso which in english means Papa Bear. He has more love for them than they will ever comprehend. Ken has also been an awesome support to these kids. He is sooo good
with them and he is such a good example. I can see that they really look up to him.
Martita made tamales for Ken tonight. I love that little lady! She takes such good care of everyone, and she was so excited to make a special dinner. She spent all day preparing them, and then cooking them over a fire in the backyard. She even dressed up for the occasion. Martita is AWESOME!
The chicken coop is done!! I can't believe what an incredible job Ken and Kevin have done. They practically the whole thing themselves. It's more of an chicken mansion!! It will house up to 50 chickens, and they have every luxury any chicken would like! It's actually nicer than some people's houses that I saw there!
I can't believe it's Friday tomorrow. Where has the week gone? I love hanging out with Mandy. We get along so well, and both are Nazi's. I'm also getting to know Lindsay as well too. She's a really sweet person, and has been awesome about helping with the kids. I really appreciate her willingness to help with the kids! I'm so tired all the time, and it's hard work....surprisingly hard. I'm sooo tired of washing dishes, and cleaning the kitchen. It's a NEVER ENDING PROCESS! I have no idea how these women live like this their entire lives!!I truly am so blessed!!!

Journal: Day 4

2008-08-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

It's been an overwhelming 2 days. We received our first infant yesterday. We got him from the capitol when Guillermo and Mandy went to drop off more paperwork. The mother had just arrived and was in the next office ready to hand over the baby. When Mandy went in the room to take her baby she said that the Mother was crying and so were the other children she had brought with her. She said she was a single mother, and already had 3 children to care for. She said that it would be impossible to keep him. Her son is 8 days old, and his name is Levi. He is soo tiny, so sweet, and he never cries. Late last night as I was rocking him, I was overwhelmed by the situation. I couldn't imagine how it must feel to sit at home with empty arms, wondering what would become of my child. Here I am, with HER baby in MY arms, wondering how in the world I got here. Levi will never know his mother and father. Levi may very will spend the rest of his young life in an orphanage. My heart aches for the things they will never know or have.
I don't have a clue about how to care for an 8 day old baby. He has so many needs, but he's unbelievably good. The majority of responsibility falls on Mandy, and she's doing an awesome job with him. I help her out a lot because I think I'm the only one she trusts him with, and we work really well as a team. I think sharing the responsibilty of Levi makes it not so scary. The kids love him, and always want to touch him. We have to remind them that they're not allowed to touch him with their hands, but Mandy lets them give him kisses. They love showing him love.

I just have to make a quick vent and then I'm done. I am deeply disappointed with some of the other volunteers that are here. They have proved to be more of a burden than an asset to the orphanage. I'm embarrassed by their lack of work ethic, and respect for what is being done here. It should not be treated as a vacation or sightseeing trip. I am trying not to let their laziness affect me, but I'm so frustrated with their lack of respect and consideration for other people. It's made me realize how much I've grown up in the last couple years, and reminded me of why I'm so selective with friends. I just have to focus on the children, and I'm reminded why I'm here. Volunteering isn't glamorous....it's REALLY hard work!! It shouldn't be treated as this 'token' humanitarian effort, where you make it look like you really did something great, but then the minute the picture's taken... you're done. ANYWAY...that's it... I'm done...I've said my piece.....back to the good stuff.
The cargo box should arrive tomorrow with all the donations. I can't wait, and we have so much work to do when it arrives. I hope there aren't any more problems.

Journal: Day 3

2008-08-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

It's been a very long and busy day for me. I started off the day with a delicious breakfast of beans and eggs. The cook Martita is back, and she is awesome!! I pig out on her food, and she loves me for it. I'm determined to get her black bean recipe, and pancake recipe!!

The Baby Nursery

Mandy and I organized the nursery today. It took about 3-4 hours, and I'm really pleased with our progress. We're very meticulous about how we do it, so it doesn't create more work in the long run. Still....there's so much work to be done.
We discovered one of the little girls has lice....only to discover ALL the girls have live....only to discover that the entire place is covered in them! We took each of the children and applied, set, washed, and combed their hair. Mandy and I did almost every step. We were even the lucky ones to comb out the lice. It was actually pretty horrific. I couldn't believe how big they were, and so many!!! It took 4 long hours, and I'm still not sure we got rid of them. I have a feeling they may have come from one of the new arrivals that were living on the streets. Hers was one of the worst. By the time we finished, my skin was crawling, BUT...I could feel their gratitude. It made me feel good to do something that no one else wanted to do. They kept hugging me and saying "Thank You" with their faces pressed to my stomach. I'm so attached to them, even when they're being naughty, and sometimes I start to tear up with I think about having to say goodbye. How will I ever do it??
I had a wonderful opportunity for the first time to have some one-on-one time with Erica and Alejandra. These are beautiful and amazing girls. Alejandra is 14 and wants to be a surgeon. She graduates from high school next year when she turns 15, and will apply to her intermediate school right away. Erica is 19 and has one year left of her bilingual secretarial program. She spends so many hours at school, and then has lots of homework. Then she spends the rest of the day cooking and cleaning for everyone. She is amazing and I have soooo much respect for both of them. I have promised before the week is over to pay for all their school supplies to get them through the next school year. As the 2 oldest children, I really want to see them succeed and make their own way. I have also promised to keep in touch with them by email, and asked that they let me know if they are in need of anything. Education is soo important for these girls, and they deserve the opportunity.

Journal: Day 2

2008-08-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

We arrived late last night. Guillermo rented a van to pick us up, along with our luggage. Some of the kids were waiting for us to arrive, they were all very excited. There are also an additional 4 volunteers here that we weren't expecting, nor were they expecting us! It was a little awkward, and took a little while to sort through the confusion, but we have united and combined our efforts.
I only got about 5 hours sleep last night, and then we woke up early, got ready, ate breakfast, and walked to church. The children are adorable, and it was my opportunity to get to know them a little better. I carried little Jose in my arms the entire way with Jennifer holding my other hand. The children are so loving, and only want to be hugged, and loved by us. All during Sacrament Meeting I had about 3 kids glued to my side. It amazes me how quickly they trust and attach themselves to us.
The orphanage building itself is wonderful. This is an amazing and safe place for them. They truly are so lucky to have the opportunity to live here. They all seem genuinely happy to be here.
There are now 10 children here. Jose is the newest of the bunch. He is about 1 1/2 years old, and arrived about 2 weeks ago. His Step Father was physically abusing him, and in the process broke his ribs and cracked his skull. He was brought here by the police. I cannot comprehend how things like this occur to children.

Brian, another new boy, was adopted out by a Guatemalan couple because they believed they couldn't have children of their own. The woman eventually conceived a child with her husband, and they promptly put him back in the system. They adopted him when he was 3, and kept him for 4 years!!! (He's now 7) Brian is adapting well, but you see his sadness when he thinks no one is looking. He's desperate to please, and find loving acceptance. He's a wonderful little boy and his intelligence level surprises me. He's got lots of potential.

Esduardo, Deanna, and Paula are all siblings. The youngest, Paula, was only given 3 days to live due to malnutrition. She has thrived at the orphanage because of the love and care that has been given. Her mother was a prostitute and would leave the children unattended for days on end, eventually abandoning them leaving Esduardo (7) to care for his younger sisters Deanna(4) and Paula(1 1/2). There was a fire in the home and it burned down their house, and left Deanna with her hair burned off on one side of her head. It's still growing back. This left the children homeless. Esduardo cared for his 2 sisters for 3 months on the streets before being found. The police brought them to the
orphanage. Esduardo, is one of the most affectionate boys I've ever met. He just glows when given one-on-one time, and needs so much to be hugged. You can literally feel him melting under the embrace of a simple hug. I think he's still understandably dealing with residual emotional and anger issues from their past, but is learning to work through them the best that they can. They are sweet children and all 3 have a very close bond with each other.
Every single one of the kids has a story. All of them are ones full of heartache and disappointments, but in spite of it all they display an incredible amount of strength and trust. I can't wait to get to know them better and observe them a little more.

*Cargo box is still at the Port, with no official release date. We MUST have it by Wednesday. Kevin and ken are going first thing in the morning to bribe them at the dock so we can expedite the already delayed shipment. I guess that's just how they roll here in Guatemala.

Journal: Day 1

2008-08-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting on the airplane flying high above the clouds, and I'm finally on my way. We will arrive in Guatemala City in about an hour. I'm already exhausted, but anticipating our adventure. I'm traveling with Kevin, Mandy, and Mariyah. Kevin is President of the organization, and has a bigger heart than anyone I know. He's incredibly devoted to this organization, and the children. It motivates me to do more. Mandy is the girl who originally got this all started. She is an incredibly sweet girl and I enjoy getting to know her. I hope that we can grow together this week, and have some fun experiences together. Mariyah is the other volunteer. She just returned from a mission in Guatemala, and is very excited to return to the city and people she loves so much. She's really outgoing and we hit it off immediately. I'm glad she laughs and jokes a lot with us.
My voice is raw because the 4 of us have essentially been talking for the last 12 hours. We have been brainstorming ideas to help the children from long term goals to short term goals. Education opportunities....fundraising ideas...anything you can think of..we've discussed. I think we may have come up with some really great ideas and we'll just have to do some research and analysis. There's still so much that has to be done, it's overwhelming, but in the end can help make their lives better.
The steel box with the donations, and the 4-Runner had some delays at the port. We won't receive it until the middle of next week. That means...I'm not entirely sure how we're getting to the orphanage. I heard something about a truck, and sitting in back with the luggage. I'm not sure. I'm only hope it's not true. Either way, from what I hear about the suicidal driving that goes on, it should be 45 minutes of white knuckling fun!! Lets get this started!

Leaving On An Airplane......

2008-08-08T16:08:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow morning I will depart Sin City, for Chimaltenango, Guatemala. I'm doing all my last minute packing, and desperately trying to cram everything I can into such small spaces!! As you can probably see, I've stuffed all the individual wrapped childrens toys, clothes, toiletries, a little candy....and much more. More of the space is taken by the toys, but I have to say, I'm a pretty good packer! Everyone wish me luck that I don't catch any strange parasite, or food poisoning!!

I haven't decided whether or not I'm going to update my blog while I'm there. I am going to be taking so many photos and want to include all the correlating photos and stories as I can. My goal is to use my blog as my trip journal, so I want it to be a certain way for my own personal reasons. So... check back but I may or may not have updates until I return.

Thanks to everyone who has helped my efforts in being a part of this! I'm so grateful for all your support and I can't wait to have this experience! Adios!!

Soooo Relieved!!!

2008-08-07T11:13:00.000-07:00

I have been studying for the Florida Designated Representatives Wholesaler exam FOREVER now. I took it about 2 months ago, and missed the passing grade by ONE QUESTION!! Talk about one of the most depressing days ever! I even studied my little heart out for it! My study material consists of about 300 pages of fine print Florida Drug Law. Talk about fascinating material. It's been absolute torture studying for this test, and this morning I went AGAIN to give it another try.....and.....I PASSED!!!! There was a moment after I hit the 'send' button, where I started to freak out a little....my heart was racing...my hands were shaking...my palms were sweating....and then..... PASS!!!! I am so proud of myself because this is not an easy test. There are people in my company who have taken it 6 times and still not passed!
Now....I get to leave for my trip, with peace of mind...and knowing that I don't have to look at that stupid study material EVER AGAIN!!!

OUR GOAL

2008-07-31T12:44:00.000-07:00

"Running is the greatest metaphor for life, because you get out of it what you put into it."
- Oprah Winfrey, talk show host and marathon finisher

About 2 years ago I hired one of my friends J. at the job that I currently work at. About that time I started the Body For Life diet. It helped me eat healthier, exercise on a consistant basis, and forced me to educate myself about the benefits of living a healthy lifestyle and how to do it. When she started working with me we started talking about our health, our bodies, and how we can do better. Because we spend so much time together, we were able support and motivate each other along the way. At that time she was overweight, a smoker, no exercise routine, and made poor food choices. In that 2 years, I have watched her shed 100 lbs and she has transformed her whole lifestyle!! No more fast food, no more smoking, and exercise is now a part of her vocabulary!! I'm so proud of her and I love watching her excitement as she has hits every milestone!!

Every year Las Vegas hosts a huge marathon that people travel from all over to participate in. It both starts and ends on the Las Vegas Strip Boulevard. J. asked me this morning if I would join her in running the marathon and be her running partner. I thought about it and decided that it would be a great opportunity for me to support her so I told her Yes. We've decided to only run the half marathon, but think it will be a great experience for us anyway. More than anything, we want it to be fun, not extreme torture.

We'll see how this goes, and GO J.! I'm excited to be a part of the journey! The big day is December 7th.

The Dark Knight

2008-07-27T11:24:00.000-07:00

Last night Chris and I went out with our friends Jamie and Joe to dinner and a movie. We went to some fish place, I can't remember the name....but it was really good! I normally would not have chosen something like that, but I was pleasantly surprised! We had fish tacos, and I ordered the BEST Macadamia crusted halibut......mmmm! It was the perfect size, and soo tasty.

After that we walked over to Green Valley Ranch to catch the 8:00 movie The Dark Knight. I'm not exactly sure what I was expecting, but I was a little caught off guard! I really did enjoy the movie, but when it ended and the lights came on.....I was just sitting there....stunned....and a little overwhelmed by everything that had just happened. Is that weird to say about a movie? Anyway, I turned to Jamie, and said, "Wow...I don't even know what to say about that....I think I'm going to have to think about this for a couple hours before I can process it all!" There was sooo much that happened in that 2 1/2 hours, I needed a chance to take it all in! We even had this woman approach us after. It looked like she was by herself, and I think she just needed to talk about it too! We were all kind of cracking up about it, and think she felt the same as I did!
I have to say though, the movie was REALLY kind of disturbing. It didn't show anything gross or inapropriate, but your imagination did the work for you! Heath Leger of course was incredible. He was amazing in every way, and couldn't have been a creepier Joker. His character was portrayed as much more than the classic cartoon villin, and his makeup job was perfect. C.R.E.E.P.Y. Christian Bale.....what can I say.....I've had a crush on the guy since I was like 12.....He can do no wrong in my eyes. BUT, I have to say....the one thing that did bug me was every time he was Batman, his voice was all weird and breathy, and just kind of distracting. I wish they would have made it sound a little more masculine, and less...odd. Overall though, the movie was more about the Joker than Batman, and it didn't show off how great of an actor Christian really is....but he did a great job. Whatever.
If you haven't seen the move, you should...but prepare to be disturbed. After I came home last night, It took me about an hour to relax, and unwind!

Cheap Shirts....or Cheap Labor??

2008-07-22T20:08:00.000-07:00

Have any of you seen the commercials talking about WalMart and how a large percentage of their inventory comes from third world countries making these products in sweatshops? I sure have.
Well, today I went to WalMart to buy a few shirts for my trip to Guatemala. I was looking for some really simple, cheap, and plain tops. Well, when I got home I was bragging to Chris how I found these perfect shirts for $5.00 a piece, and they were exactly what I was looking for!!!
He looks at me with a disgusted look on his face, and says, "You know that was probably made in a sweatshop... right?" I laughed at him thinking, yeah whatever, I doubt it. He then said, "Yeah, you're probably supporting the same sweatshops that have the same kids your going down to Guatemala to help." I was like, "okay....now you're making me feel really bad...lets see where these shirts are made." So.....I look at the tag on the shirt.....and what do you think I saw????

MADE IN GUATEMALA
HECHO EN GUATEMALA

I about died, I could NOT believe my eyes. We looked at each other, and Chris said, "See....WalMart REALLY IS the Devil." I had seen the commercials before, but never really took them serious, partly because I usually don't shop there. I'm so mad at myself for perpetuating revenue for WalMart....that's it. I am officially done with them FOREVER!

New Start

2008-07-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

Okay so I've decided that I'm going to lay off the "FlashBack Friday" posts along with my "Music Monday's". Frankly, I was starting to get a little bored with them, and I think I was starting to bore everyone along with me. I may be getting a little narcissistic with this whole blogging thing, so I will no longer bore you with my stories, but I may continue them in the future. For now...you can have a break.
This week I have 2 people from the head office coming to Vegas. I am not looking forward to it on so many levels.
1...I don't like being bossed around. It's a personality thing. I genuinely think I have a problem with authority. I don't like being told what to do, especially when there's not much logic behind it.
2...they like to pull this thing where they fly in for 2 days and try and get 2 weeks worth of projects done. It's chaos.
3...they take more smoking breaks than anyone I've ever seen. It disrupts work flow.
4...there's a constant display of asserting their authority and letting us know who's in charge. It grates on my nerves, and like I said before....I don't like being told what to do.
So...it should prove to be a very long week, and a busy one as well.....yeah...

On a positive note, I'm counting down the days when I fly to Guatemala to work in the orphanage. I leave on August 9th. I just found out that we've received 2 additional children. The 7 year old boy was adopted by a Guatemalan family, but when the wife got pregnant with their own child....little Brian was given back. Unfortunately, in those circumstances I'm pretty sure his "spot" in the previous orphanage would have been filled, leaving him with nowhere to go. So...he would have to be placed somewhere new. Talk about abandonment issues, am I right?
There's also an 11 year old girl who was found selling hair barretts on the streets trying to make a living for herself. She cannot read OR write at the age of 11, but happily accepted the offer to come live at the orphanage where she could call home.
I'm so excited to get there, meet the children and help them in any way I can. I know they will be an example of strength, and endurance. The more I learn about their individual lives and the adversities that they have dealt with at such a young age, I know that I will be blessed knowing them. I think there's something I really need to get out of this experience, and I haven't quite figured out what it is yet, but I think it will be life changing. I think about them everyday, and I wonder what it is that has enveloped my heart so much? I don't fully understand it myself, but I can't wait to find out. Three weeks to go!!

Flashback Friday

2008-07-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

Look how young we all are!!! I think these were taken soon after I graduated high school. It doesn't seem like we've aged much until I look at an old photo, and then I sure feel old! Before I know it, I'll be 30!! Eck!
We had taken our family photos here in Las Vegas, and went out to the strip before heading home to watch the Bellagio water show. As we were walking through the hotel, there was a pianist playing at one of the lounges and her name was Marta. I was so excited because I never meet anyone with my name so I had to get a picture with the poster. I thought that was pretty cool. Yep, that's us....we're pretty exciting.

Just an Average Week

2008-07-16T13:09:00.000-07:00

Well this week has been unusually lame. I spent the first half of it completing the Medicare applications for the pharmacy. Talk about one LONG and ridiculous process. It'll be a miracle if all goes well. I've already gone through about 1500 pages of Standard Operating Procedures that we have to complete and implement before we're fully accredited. Of course...I'm the lucky gal who gets to do all of it.

Weather has been unusually strange. It's the middle of July, and I just heard thunder rumbling in the distance. I'm sure it's going to drop just enough rain to cement the dust and dirt to my car. Gotta love that. I hate driving my car when it's dirty. It makes me feel really disorganized. WOw...there goes more thunder...I hope it cools the temperatures.

I've taken the dogs out for evening walks the last couple days. I think they really enjoy it. Although Buddy consistantly looks like he's about to collapse or hyperventilate. Poor guy wants to keep up, but he's so fat and lazy his tubby little body makes him waddle more like a Bulldog than a Chihuahua. I'm got to help him lose weight. I know it's not good for the little guy, and Bear constantly harrasses him because he can't keep up with her.

Chris is overwhelmed, tired, and busy as usual. He is an incredibly hard worker, and I really admire that about him...though sometimes I really just want him to stop and enjoy life a little.

...MOre Thunder....

I'm hoping that one day the business will sustain itself better and he can step back a little and delegate a little more. We'll never have total freedom...but sometimes just a little would be nice. *sigh*

I've been reading some really great books lately. I LOVE finding a great story. I went through a dry spell of just really lame writing and plots... then BAM...a gem.
I just finished:
The Kite Runner- if you haven't read it...you must. DO NOT watch the movie first. It'll ruin the story for you. Movie was good...book was AWESOME
Beneath The Marble Sky- Incredible. Captivated my attention right away. Writing was soo vivid, I would lose myself in the novel. One of my favorites.

It's been a good week. Wish it was Friday today...but who doesn't?

Music Monday

2008-07-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

Metallica
So Basically, this is the greatest band ever. I don't care what anybody says, it really doesn't even matter, they rock. I think it was my brother John who first introduced me to Metallica, and ever since then I was hooked. I'm not going to lie, I probably haven't played one of their albums all the way through in years, but every time I hear one of their classics... I remember why I love them.

FlashBack Friday

2008-07-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

Chris and I went to our favorite pizza place one night, and happened to notice that the suite next door was a pet store. We dropped by just to check it out, and we fell in love with the two adorable little puppies! The little pomeranian was this 3 lb little fluff ball, and in the same playpen was this sweet little cuddly 2 lb chihuahua. The chihuahua was sprawled out with his body laying on top of the Pomeranian to trying to steal her body heat. We couldn't resist the temptation to pick them up. We played with them, but decided to talk it over before doing anything too hasty.
The next day while I was at work, Chris went back over to play with them again, and got suckered in by their cuteness. To this day he swears that the moment they started wrestling with his shoelaces and licking his face he could not resist! Next thing you know, he's got both dogs in the backseat of the car heading home with their new daddy!
When I came home from work that day pestering him on why he was avoiding my phone calls...I was very surprised to find 2 sets of puppy dog eyes staring back at me from the laundry room! I was speechless! I think that was the first spontaneous thing Chris had ever done in our entire marriage!

Little did I know that having 2 twelve week old puppies is extremely difficult!! It had to be months before I was getting a full night's sleep. If they weren't wimpering, they had to pee. I eventually was so sleep deprived that I caved and let them sleep in the bed with us. Boy did they LOVE THAT!! Secretly...we loved it too!
I know it's extremely weird to say, but these little dogs changed my life. They are like members of the family, and warm my little black heart!

My Nazi

2008-07-08T20:40:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago I was driving in the car with some girl friends, and we were asking each other what pet names we use for our spouses. It reminded me of what I used to call him when we were dating, and actually....I still use it alot.

I started calling him the "Nazi". I know, I know, it's politically incorrect to call him that but it really is fitting to his personality. There were many different versions. He was the "Study Nazi", then there was the "Cleaning Nazi", and then just plain old "Nazi" that was fitting for any occasion. The nickname began catching on even to our friends. I'm not sure if it's because they thought it was funny, or if they just got so used to it that they started saying it. I really do try and refrain from calling him Hitler (oh yeah, and then there's Adolf) though, because I think that may be crossing the line...I'm not sure. Not that I've never used that on him...I just try and keep that to a minimum!

I still find myself using it every once in awhile when he starts going overboard with something. It still makes me laugh, and I really do say it with Love. He has to be the sweetest and best Nazi husband ever! Besides, who WOULDN'T appreciate being referred to as the Nazi?? haha

Sometimes I wonder how he ever endures my constant teasing!!

Happy 4th of July!!!

2008-07-07T10:17:00.000-07:00

We had a wonderful holiday weekend. We spent it in St. George with Chris's family. He hasn't been home since Christmas, and I know he needed to take some time to get away for a little while.

I'm exhausted now because it seems like there was always something going on. WAAAAY too much food was eaten, but it was delicious!! Vicki always does such a great job hosting the family while we're there and making sure we are well fed!!

We went swimming...until it started to rain.

We had our own fireworks show that was too hot to enjoy. I have to admit though...I'm kind of a party pooper when it comes to that stuff. I find it super boring anyway. Whatevs.

Played with all the Nieces and Nephews that I have not seen in FOREVER!!

Visited with family that we have not seen in FOREVER!

I'm so grateful for the opportunity to spend time with family enjoying the blessings of a free country, and a wonderful weekend.

Music Monday

2008-07-07T06:00:00.000-07:00

I know this isn't really about music, but for me, the theme song pretty much represents my entire childhood. Seriously, I watched alot of tv growing up. During the summers in Mesquite, it would just be too dang hot to play during the afternoon hours. SO....tv became a great time filler for me. My older sisters faithfully watched Chips Patrol everyday, and by default, I too became a die hard fan. Maggie was convinced that she was going to marry Ponch (Officer Poncherello), and Lillian was destined to marry Jon (Officer Baker). Maggie was definitely the worst though. Just like how she was convinced she was adopted and starting telling people in town she was adopted....I really think she thought she might marry him. That girl thought Ponch was her dream boy. Everytime that theme song would start to play, our little hearts would start to pitter patter and we'd be glued to the television set for the next 30 minutes. They were like these superhuman cops! They could get themselves out of any situation, and saving lives for them was no difficult task. They were our heros. Thankfully... at some point reality set in.

FlashBack Friday

2008-07-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

This was my Senior year Drill Team Review. I was on the High School Drill Team for 3 years, and I really did enjoy it. We had so much fun all of us girls. From road trips to our daily practices, there was always a lot of laughing that occured. I don't really ever remember any fighting going on between any of us, and we spent so much time together. It's crazy because this is how I remember everyone...young and carefree. After high school I lost touch with almost everyone. I have never been particularly good at that. Until just recently I've started to contact people again and get updated on their lives. It's bizarre to remember someone a certain way, and then see them again years later living completely independent lives of who I remember. (Not bad independent, just grown up adults) There have been marriages, divorces, children, baptisms... life happens. Great girls, great fun, good times...and a whole lot of hairspray!!!

IT'S DONE!!!

2008-07-01T11:47:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!

I am overwhelmed by the generosity and service received during this collection for the Gozo Orphanage in Guatemala. Every single tube of toothpaste, bar of soap, blanket, and pillow will be received by those children who call the orphanage home. The items that all of you so willingly gave will change their lives and provide for them the basic necessities that we all crave.
I will be staying at this same orphanage for 8 days in August to receive the shipment. I will let them know that these items were sent with love and generosity. I will give them hugs and kisses, sing songs, and play games with them for all who would like to, but cannot be a part of this trip. I know they will feel your love, and everyday their lives will be a little bit easier because of your donations. Thanks again, and below is a rough count of everything that was collected in the

Las Vegas area.

We ended up with about 30 boxes FULL of supplies.

Twin Sheet Sets: 65

Queen Sheet Sets: 9

Crib Sheets: 24

Blankets: 24
Brand New Comforter Sets: 7

Pillows: 15

Crib liners: 12

Towels: 110

Hand Towels: 50

Wash Cloths: 100

Shampoo: 70

Soap: 120

Toothpaste: 100

Baby Powder: 20
Baby Shampoo: 50

Baby Oil: 35

Diaper Rash Ointment: 40
Tons of Diaper Wipes

Monetary Donations: $365.00

We also received enough medicine that should last about 8-12 months!!!!!

I'm also grateful for all the Misc. items we received like hair brushes, portable cribs, craft items, receiving blankets, etc...

This Exceeded nearly ALL goals set for the collection. You guys are awesome and would not have been possible without your willingness to serve!!!!

A special thanks goes out to Kari Nash and Maggie Goebel who were an integral part of the success!! Thank you for opening your hearts and time to this project!!! I love you guys!!

We're Published!!

2008-06-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

Chris's pharmacy school publishes a quarterly newsletter and sends it out to all of the Alumni, students, and anyone that has a checking account. This quarter they focused on the alumni and what they were doing now after graduation. Basically, it's a propaganda newsletter trying to tell everyone how awesome that school is, and what a great job they do teaching the students. My favorite part about the article are the embellishments. When you're reading it, you kind of get the impression that USN is taking credit for their teaching them everything they ever needed to know in pharmacy. HA! Whatever....what can you expect. Go USN...they're awesome....
I must say though, Chris did a kick out of the article. It doesn't really matter what anyone else says, only he knows all the extra training and hours of extra work it look for him to really learn the important stuff when it comes to running this type of pharmacy. He's proud regardless.

I'm so grateful...

2008-06-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

This is Kari and I at the Dollar store spending the money donated to the orphanage, we had $125 dollars and we used every last cent!! It was alot of fun, and got a TON for the money!! I'm so grateful to those who have supported this project!!
There are about 15 boxed FULL of items sitting around us....not all are visible....but it's a full house!!!
For the past couple weeks Kari and I have been collecting items for an orphanage in Guatemala. I contacted everyone I know, and asking for a small donation to help these children. Wow...I'm blown away by the generosity that I have received from people. I'm so amazed that people I hardly know, or have never met...have been giving so generously just because I asked them to. I had goals for each of the items that I need, and I've either exceeded, or expecting to exceed that goal by Sunday!!! I don't know when it happened, but the items just seemed to be multiplying! I can't wait to get everything down there and set it up. Last night I spoke with kevin, (he's the one coordinating the cargo box) and he's given me an extra motivation to get supplies.
I thought that the babies would not be arriving at the orphanage until after we had flown back to the states. I found out last night that one of our main goals upon arrival in Guatemala....is to pick up at least 3 babies that we'll begin caring for. I was completely overwhelmed by this knowledge, and very humbled to think that I'll get to be a part of that experience. To be honest, I'm nervous about it all. I'm sure it'll be very emotional, because we can only take 3, and there will be hundreds to choose from. I hope the decisions will already be made by the time we get there. I could NOT choose a baby when there are so many. It would be unfair.
With this knowledge and anticipation, I am going to do whatever it takes to get the nursery ready. This responsibility is unreal, and not likely one I'll ever experience again. I'm ready to dive in and help. Even if that means late night baby soothing, and diaper duty. Neither of which am I particularly good at, but I'm sure anything is better than what they're used to!!
Thanks again to everyone who has donated, and I promise to report back as soon as I return!!

FlashBack Friday

2008-06-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

How we met...the UN-fireworks moment

Chris and I met at Dixie State College in a communications class that we had together. Taking that class with him was very difficult because it's hard enough getting to know someone when things are still awkward, but then to be forced week after week to get up in front of everyone to give a speech in front of him is even worse!! The pressure to be funny and interesting is a little too much!!!
I could tell he had been eyeing me in class, and I wasn't surprised when he approached me one day. Our first conversation was a little weird. Both of us were fairly blunt with each other right off the bat. I'm not really sure why but I thought he might be a player and I was a little sketchy. Even though I already had a crush on him, and I knew I was giving mixed signals...I wasn't ready to give him a chance quite yet. He asked me if I spoke Spanish, I replied with a "no" followed by, "Don't look so disappointed!" I then found out that he used to work on the Casa Blanca golf course, (in my hometown of Mesquite), and then I asked him if the shirt he was wearing was his uniform from there. Clearly offended, he said "no". (Seriously though, it looked like it to me! Regardless...I still can't believe that I said that too him) He said something about wanting to hang out sometime. I told him he was welcome anytime to stop by and he can meet all my roommates and hang out with them. He replied with, "No thanks, that's not really my thing, I wanted to hang out with YOU." By this point, it was getting even MORE awkward, and then he surprisingly offered to drive me home which I thought was nice so I accepted... and that was how it all began.
He showed me his true personality pretty quick, and we connected in a weird way. Much quicker than I expected, and things were great between us. He gave me the space I needed, and was always there when I needed him. Now...He's still there for me 8 years later! What a GEM!
-August 2000

Music Monday

2008-06-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

Gavin Rossdale
One Christmas my mom let us each pick out a cd that we wanted. I couldn't make up my mind, so I went over to a random isle and this album cover caught my attention. I had never heard of them before, and I didn't recognize any of the music. It was Titled Razorblade Suitcase by Bush. (a.k.a. Gavin Rossdale) I decided to give it a try, I always like new stuff. This album turned to be one of my favorites. I fell in love with this cd, and to this day I still have it on rotation on my ipod.
Everytime I hear this cd it also makes me think of snowboarding. I was a freshman in high school when I went on my very first ski/snowboarding trip to Brian Head. I got up at 5am to get ready, and I played this album in my room until I left the house. I had a blast that day, and now every time hear this music, I think of my first snowboarding trip and the excitement that I felt that early morning.

Note: The song "Glycerine" is not on the Razorblade Suitecase album, it's from Sixteen Stone. I know it, I still love it. Thanks!

Marta's Creations

2008-06-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

When Chris and I were dating, I used to make funny little cards for him. It was really kind of silly, but he got a kick out of it, and I had fun making them with my roommates. There's a little bit of background to this card, and the front has a quick story. First of all, No....that's not a squirrel perched on Chris's head, those are his sunglasses. And Yes, his eyes ARE closed. In fact, I think pretty much every single picture of Chris that I own, he has managed to have his eyes closed. He's kind of a pro.
The phrase "I think You Like Me" came from either our first or second date. We were sitting at his house, and the movie we were watching had just ended. It was kind of that awkward still getting to know you point in our friendship. Apparently I thought we needed to clear the air so I blurted out, "I think you like me!"
After I said it, I thought, "Boy Marta, that was really stupid!! What if I totally just embarrassed him, and he denies it to my FACE!!" Chris pauses, totally caught off guard by my blunt comment, clearly trying to decide how to reply. Once he recovered, I guess he decided to go with... "Well Duh!" We joked about that for a long time after I 'broke the ice'.
I LOVED it when Chris would talk in Spanish, I thought it was soo cute, and so we would say little things in Spanish to each other all the time. I always called him my Papi Chulo. Basically I was always just calling him my boyfriend. I'm sooo creative. Then I told him he owes me a great big kiss. haha
One night I was eating dinner with his family and I offered to fill his glass with water. I got his water, and as I was handing it back to him, he said, "Thanks!" and then I said "Thanks, because I'm ......." and he finishes the sentence with, "...because you're amazing and breathtaking." (I'd secretly been prepping him all week. Every time he was at my apartment and I did something for him, I'd make him tell me I was amazing and breathtaking. It's was pretty funny being out with people, and he'd call me amazing and breathtaking in this super monotone, and insincere voice. It was kind of an inside joke between all of our friends)
Anyway, his family thought it was hilarious, and after that incident, the phrase just stuck. Oh....the torture I put Chris through. What a sport!!!
After I started making cards, Chris would leave cute little notes for me, and whenever he got me a card, he'd draw all over the envelope and personalize it. It thought it was so sweet, I've kept them all these years!!!

THOUGHTS?

2008-06-17T06:00:00.000-07:00

It seems like lately I've been hearing a lot of stories about how couples met and it seems to go a little like this, "I met my husband/wife for the first time, and it was love at first sight. We went on our first date and within 48 hours we knew we were meant to be. We got engaged 1 month later, and were married within 4 months. It's wonderful!" To me, just the thought of all that happening so fast gives me a full on panic attack. Now, I've never considered myself to be a pessimist, but I do consider myself to be a realist. I'm just not sure that I believe all these people are falling in love SO QUICKLY....might I mention that they're so in love, they want to get married quickly. I think it's easy to mistake infatuation for love, because both feelings can be soo strong. I think true meaningful love takes time. I think you need to really get to know a person before taking that life changing step of marriage. My husband and I dated for a year and a half before we got married, and even then...we got married, and I was still like.."Who the heck is this guy?!" I can only imagine how much couples learn about each other when their courtship is so short, and then they're married.
I'm the observer type. I think it's important to observe the partner and see how they handle different situations. When conflict arises, how do they handle it? How are their communication skills? Do they talk out their problems, and do they share their problems WITH YOU? Does this person set personal goals? Are they taking the proper steps to achieve his/her goals, or is it all just talk? Is this someone you can depend on in times of crises? Do you share the same views on family planning? What about finances? Is this person a spender, or a saver? Do you share the same financial goals?
There are SOOO many things that can affect the stability of a marriage. I personally know many young couples who seemed to have it all. Husband is a returned missionary, wife is an active member of the church. Couples that take the proper steps to get married in the temple. Couples that on paper....should be perfect matches. Couples, that within a matter of a couple years are filing for divorce. Divorce is incredibly sad, and equally damaging.
So here's my question... Are quick courtships and engagements a safe gamble? Or do you think it even makes a difference?
I really hope I haven't offended anyone, and I'm sure that I'm going to get some serious backlash for this one. I'm sorry if I've offended you, and it wasn't written to be mean....but it is my blog.
Leave your comments, and if you want to remain anonymous, that's okay too, just check that option when you leave your message.

Music Monday

2008-06-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

New Kids On The Block

As a really young kid, I remember very few groups or bands that I liked or, quite frankly, even remember. For me.... New Kids On The Block pretty much sums up my music taste at the ages of about 8-10 years old. Boy did I love these guys. My sister Lillian was the one who first introduced their music to me. She was like a SuperFan, I was like a minifan. She was old enough to go to the store and buy the Teeny Bopper magazines with their pictures and interviews. We would pour over every word written about them. Their pictures and posters plastered her walls. I remember when they appeared on the Oprah show.... I think at the time, this was like the highlight of our lives. Lillian even got to go to their concert in Vegas! My two favorites were Jonathan Knight, and Joey McIntyre. My heart swooned every time I would hear their music. Being able to have that affect on a 9 year old is pretty affective!! I even made my mom buy me a New Kids On The Block outfit. What do you think I wore on my first day of school in 3rd grade? That's right!! I was soooo proud of that outfit, I loved them, and I wanted the world to know it! I don't know when my unconditional love for them started to fade....probably about the time I realized their music sucked. Still....they will always hold a special place in my heart. I love you Joey and Jon!!!!!

Chimaltenango, Guatemala

2008-06-10T15:09:00.000-07:00

Have you ever heard about something, and known immediately that you needed to be a part of it? Last week I had just this experience. A friend of ours recently returned from a trip as a volunteer in an orphanage. As I was hearing about it, my heart just opened up. The more I learned, the more I felt compelled to help.

The orphanage in Chimaltenango, Guatemala, was started by an LDS return missionary Guillermo Rangel, and a 21 year old SUU student, Mandy Brooks. Both saw a country full of children in desperate need of help, and they knew they couldn't ignore it. Adoption has been banned by the government in Guatemala. Horrible things were happening to these children. Things I don't even want to talk about. Things NO CHILD should ever have to endure. Instead of reworking the adoption laws to protect these children, the government decided it would just be better to ban it altogether. Due to the new law, that leaves an estimated 4,000 babies homeless each year. Many come from abusive homes, drug addicted parents, or just simply parents that can't or don't want to take care of them anymore. Infants are left in the streets, and in hospitals. There's nowhere for them to go.

That's how this project all started. Guillermo and Mandy's orphanage is called Gozo, which means "Joy", in Spanish. That's exactly what they give them every day. They've changed the lives of these children who are fortunate enough to live at this orphanage. They are given love and the basic necessities. Things some have never experienced before. Gozo currently houses 6 children ages 1-14. In October they will be receiving 6 more infants, ages 0-6 months.
I know that as their organization grows, so will her ability to help more children.

I really admire their strength and bravery it takes to start a project like this. When I heard their story, I knew I had to help. In August I will be flying to Guatemala along with a couple other volunteers to the orphanage. At that time we will work to get the facility in better running condition, and help prepare the nursery to receive the infants.

If you would like to hear Guillermo Ranger's story read HERE.

If you would like to hear Mandy Brook's story read HERE.

To help Mandy and Guillermo in their endeavors, Kari Nash and I are organizing a collection for items that will be sent to Guatemala by boat.

If you would like more information about donating, please leave a comment, or send me an email at martatyler81@yahoo.com

100% of donations go to orphanage and children!!!

Note: Kari has been an unbelievable help to me. When I first spoke to her about it, she didn't even hesitate to jump on board and help organize this project. I appreciate her willingness to serve, and her BIG HEART!! I could NOT have taken on this huge task without her!!

Music Monday

2008-06-09T06:00:00.000-07:00

Mana
I think most people relate music to memories. You hear a song, and it takes you back to a moment or time that you heard that song. Sometimes it just reminds you of someone. I relate everything to music. A person. A moment. A conversation. An impression.
When Chris and I were dating, he first introduced me to this band. It's name is Mana. I fell in love with their sound immediately. It's so mellow and the melodies are beautiful. Chris had this album in particular. It's the acoustic version, and my personal favorite. We listened to this all the time while we were dating. In the car. In the house. Everywhere. We used to stay up late talking just so happy to have a few moments out of the week together. We would talk for so long that sometimes we'd accidentley doze off with this album playing in the background. To this day I still have NO IDEA what this song is about, or what it is they're saying because it's in spanish....but it really doesn't matter. It still means a lot to me. I think when we're 70 years old, we'll hear this song and tear up thinking about how young and happy we were. How we've grown, and we'll remember how much we love each other. I'm sure this song or album won't mean much to anyone else...but it doesn't really matter.

FlashBack Friday

2008-06-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

AAhhh....graduation. The day had finally arrived, and I couldn't have been happier. There's really not a whole lot to say about this. You feel kind of sad because you know things will never be the same, and you're now entering all new territory. High school is easy...because it's a comfort zone. I knew most everyone, and had friends with almost everyone. That's also the exact same reason why it's so exciting to leave it all behind. When you're ready for a change...you're ready. I was ready, and I wasn't looking back.
Meghan is the other girl in the photo. She just married a great guy, and they are now happily living in Idaho. She always was super smart, and knew what she wanted. I definitely envied that about her. Yeah Friends!!

Speed Racer

2008-06-04T13:31:00.000-07:00

I saw this question somewhere and it made me laugh out loud. It said, "When you and your husband are out together, who usually drives?" Now, normally this wouldn't be a funny question, but Chris and I are very possessive about our stuff. If we're in Chris's car, Chris drives. If we're in MY car, I DRIVE. No exceptions. I do NOT like the way Chris drives my car. I don't like how after he's been in my car, the seat is so far back my feet don't touch the pedals. I don't like the way he manhandles my perfectly positioned mirrors. Because it's my car, it's like he thinks it's necessary to drive over the speed limit, accelerate really fast at a stop light, take a corner fast, or just drive it like crap. There was this one time after I had just gotten the car. It was at night after dinner, we had the top down, and this big SUV pulls next to us as we're driving. They basically challenge us to a race, and take off. Chris unable to control himself takes off after them DOWN THE STREET. I turn to him, furious, and eventually force him to slow down. From that day forward, he has not been allowed to drive my car. Overreaction? I think not.

Bizarre Habits

2008-06-03T11:11:00.000-07:00

I totally acknowledge that I have a weird personality. If I like something...I LOVE it. If I do not like something...I HATE it. For me, food is the same way. I either love it or hate it. When I find food that I love....I want to eat it ALL THE TIME! For example, I went through this really weird phase about 4 months ago, where I craved corn dogs all the time. Sometimes I would be sitting at work, thinking about the corn dog I was going to cook as soon as I got home. It got so bad that we were eating corn dogs seriously about 3 days a week. I feel sorry for Chris. He is such a great husband. Not once did he ever say, "Reeeaaaally?? Corn Dogs?? AGAIN???? Can we please eat real food yet??" This phase lasted for a good 2 months I would say. Then one day....it was over. We ate our last corn dog, and I haven't touched one since.

Last winter, I went through a Posole phase. (For those of you who don't know, this is a REALLY yummy mexican soup) I was cooking a large pot of posole about every 2 weeks, and I would eat it for dinner and then take some for my lunches. That's 2 meals a day, and it would last for about 3 days...every 2 weeks. Chris finally boycotted that, and started eating cereal, and I would eat soup. A few of the other obsessive cravings have included Sweet and Sour Chicken, Cafe Rio Salads, Pizza, and taquitos. (The best part is that it's all EXTREMELY healthy food)

Right now I kind of have this Velveeta Shells and Cheese thing going on. We eat it AT LEAST once a week, and I never seem to get sick of it. Not to mention, that there's probably not an ounce of nutrition in the whole box. Sometimes when I'm feeling guilty, I'll eat broccoli on the side.
I also have an obsession with Mexican Food. We eat some form of mexican food AT LEAST 3 days a week, usually more. What can I say? It's in my blood. I really hope there's mexican food in heaven. In MY heaven, I have Chris, our families, my dogs, my friends, and a mexican chef. Is that too much to ask? Oh yeah...and maybe a box of corndogs....

Music Monday

2008-06-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

The Offspring
I was at the pharmacy the other day when this song came on the radio. It had been awhile since I had heard it, and I was so excited! I was surprised that I still knew the words, but I guess I shouldn't have been. I used to listen to it all the time. When I hear it I immediately think of high school softball practice. I can't always explain why certain music reminds me of things, but I think I used to play this album a lot during that season. On the way home from practice, or on softball trips. Baseball practice was the same time as ours, and after practice we'd all hang out and listen to music and talk. This group has such great energy, and kind of embodies the endless energy teenagers always seem to have. Ever since then I've been a fan, and I have to say that it's still some of my favorite music to listen to at the gym. Music...gotta love it.

Flash Back Friday

2008-05-30T06:00:00.000-07:00

My brother John and I took these photos at the St. George mall...a VERY LONG TIME AGO. It was the very first time we had ever been in a photo booth and we thought it was VERY exciting. Unfortunately for me, I was clearly going through an awkward stage. Just look at me, I can't even tell if I had actually combed my hair that morning! I'm starting to wonder if I even owned a brushed as a child. Poor me. It's fun to look back at these old photos and remember how John and I really did hang out more than any of the other kids. I think we tended to be a little more crazy, and daring. We were so much closer in age, we knew all the same people, and pretty much got along with all the same kids. It's a miracle we didn't accidentally kill each other growing up with all of our antics. I think our favorite pastime was probably stuffing couch cushions in our clothes and then trying to body slam the other out of bounds or pinning the other person on the ground. I know once he joined boy scouts and he learned all the different kinds of knots, he thought he was soo smart. He would get a long strand of rope, tie me to a chair and then time me to see how long it would take for me to get loose. I was awesome at that game. No matter what he did, I could always wiggle out!!
I'll never forget the time I went to the roller rink in St.George with his wrestling buddies (oh how I miss the roller rink, haha) and Lane Kelly almost got in a fight outside with some dude who was twice his size, probably because he hadn't eaten in a week to make his wrestling weight. John was like, "Marta, get in the car!" and I'm like, "NO WAY!! I'm not missing out on the action!!!" I stuck around anyway, and Jeremy was practically hiding behind me during all the chaos, and they made fun of him all the way home for it. You had to know the kid. He was one of the funniest kids I know, and he made you think you were hilarious, because he would laugh at everything!!
Ahhhhh....good times, good times.......

Wedding Bells

2008-05-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

Last weekend my cousin married his high school sweetheart. They have 2 children together, and he is in the Marines. Luckily, I was able to get some time away from work to get away for a little bit. Unfortunately, Chris wasn't able to come with me, but I'm pretty used to that by now. It was a lot of fun, and all my siblings were able to go with me. The ceremony was very nice and it was great to see them so happy and taking this BIG step. Marriage can be a scary thing and even more so when you're young. I'm happy for their children. Now they are a real family, and as a family they can start building their own lives and traditions. However they choose to do it.
I wish them the best, and look forward to getting to know Greta better. She is so sweet, and loves Casi so much. He could not have chosen a better girl. I'm so proud of Casi, I know he's really trying to grow up, and take responsibility for his family. He's being a man, even at the tender age of 19. They have a very long road ahead of them, but it's so much easier going through it together than alone. Casi and his family will be in my thoughts and prayers as he leaves for Iraq in September. We love you guys!!!
Side Note: This is my first picture with my "Surprise!!! This is your brother!!" brother. (He is one of 3 siblings from my dad. So really, I guess I have not 3 siblings, but 6 siblings...what?...weird) I was a teenager, and slightly confused when I first met him, and TECHNICALLY he's a half brother, but whatever, it's practically the same thing. He's very nice, but unfortunately have not had the opportunity to get to know him very well. Maybe someday this will change. I'm learning more about myself everyday, and finding out that my perspective changes too. Family is important, as long as things stay on my comfort level. I have learned you cannot rush family relationships, and growing with them takes time.

Music Monday

2008-05-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

Ricky Martin

Okay....I have a confession. I don't normally let people know this about me... because I always get made fun of for it... but I will hide it no longer!!! (Let me quickly just preface my next statement with....I know there's a 99% chance that he's probably gay....but...really?..... who cares)
I love RickyMartin. There...I said it. I have been to not only ONE of his concerts.....but TWO!!! Yes, that's right folks. I have actually spent good money to see him in concert not once, but twice! In his defense....he's an incredible dancer. His shows are amazing! His fans go crazy for him. I'm definitely on the more mild side of crazy...but I definitely have fun! I think in life you have to quite worrying about whether or not something is cool, because if you can let that go.... you'll find that there's a lot of fun around every corner!!!

FlashBack Friday

2008-05-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

I Hate Walgreens

This is from when I worked at Walgreens. The bane of my existence at that time. Can you see the exhaustion on my face? Dang I hated that job! Even though I needed the job, and it helped us get through school, I hated it there. It's one of the lowest paying jobs I've had, and definitely one of the hardest. I cannot tell you how many times I got yelled at by a customer. There were times when people were so mean to me that I had to hold back the tears not to cry, and it genuinely hurt my feelings....at first. In all honesty, I was doing the best I could, and I thought I did a pretty good job! Unfortunately I worked for a company that doesn't care about it's employees OR it's customers, and it was reflected by the kind of service we were able to give. Not to mention that most people don't have a clue about their prescription insurance. That's where most of the problems began. Apparently it was my fault that I was not a miracle worker, and I was TOTALLY an idiot for that. Did I mention that some awful woman actually had the audacity to call me stupid??? To my Face??? In front of other people??? I promptly called for the store manager over the loudspeaker, and refused to serve her myself. I have no idea how I maintained enough self control not to reach over that counter and strangle her with my bare hands.
My all time favorite situation was when my store manager basically accused me of stealing $100 dollars out of my register. I was so shocked and insulted that I burst into tears, had to sit in the back of the pharmacy until I could calm down, and force myself not to strangle him as well. It actually caught me off guard when I got all emotional, but I had a total and complete meltdown...at work nonetheless. (Now days, I'd rip him a new one, and put him in his place, he had no right to treat me that way) Turns out, the floater pharmacist had used my drawer and accidentally given back a $100 bill, instead of a $10 bill. Do you think I ever got an apology? No. Do you think we ever got the money back? No. Jerk.
I think I'll quit there, because trust me....I could go on FOREVER with these stories. Walgreens...the happiest little place on earth. :)

Sk8TeR

2008-05-19T21:57:00.000-07:00

On Monday night my friend Jamie Heagany's husband turned the big 3-0!! She had his surprise party at the Roller Skating rink at Crystal Palace. We were a little late so we didn't get to see Joe's reaction when he walked in. Jamie said he was totally surprised... I can't believe she pulled it off!! It's been FOREVER since we've all been on skates. We were even lucky enough to have the ENTIRE rink all to ourselves! It took me a little while to get used to the feeling, but we all got used to it pretty quick. I think Chris had a little too much fun!!

It turned out to be an awesome birthday party, and Jamie did an awesome job. Combine Pizza, Soda, Delish Cupcakes, and skates..... a great time had by all!!!! Good job Jamie!!!! Happy Birthday Joe!!

Music Monday

2008-05-19T19:00:00.000-07:00

Blink 182

I have been a HUGE fan of Blink 182 for about 12 years now. I was introduced to their music in early high school, and I liked them right away. The first album I purchased was Dude Ranch, and ever since then I have purchased every single one. A couple years ago, Chris and I got tickets to see them at one of their concerts here in Vegas at The Joint. It was kind of a big deal for me. They were for my birthday, and it just so happened that it was the last tour, and last album they put out. I was so excited to be there. I knew every word to their songs, and I was going crazy. I can honestly say that I was starstruck when they first came on stage. The venue is very intimate, and it was bazaar to see them in person...and sooo close!!
Through the years their music has grown and changed, because like me...they were growing and changing too. As I matured, so did their music. This band is so nostalgic for me, because if I hear one of their old songs.... I swear...I feel like I'm 16 again! I immediately turn the volume up and start singing along. (Much to Chris's irritation....even in the middle of a conversation with him)
Anyway, I'm really sad that they broke up. I could punch Tom for walking away from Mark and Travis the way he did. They were like brothers, and he simply walked away...no goodbye...changed his number....and stole their manager. I guess that's what fame can do to a person.
Last night Chris and I stayed up until midnight watching old interviews, music videos and performances of them. I had forgotten how much fun they were and their fun was so contagious! I think that's why I liked them so much when I was younger. I'm only hoping that in 10 years they're going to reconcile and go back on tour. I will SOO be there! Blink 182 Fan Forever!

In Memory of: Blink 182

FlashBack Friday

2008-05-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

My first year of college my sister and I went down to Mexico for an extended weekend with friends. Chris and I had just started dating, and he couldn't go with us, so I took my friend Ryan. He lived in the same apartment complex as me. We had such a blast, and every time I think about that weekend I laugh. We went clubbing, ate tons of great food, went to the beach....it was a Awesom! This is one of those trips that we could never recreate because of all the funny things that happened. Maggie was sandwiched between two guys on the dance floor all night, Ivy's "dancing" looked more or less like she was having a seizure (seriously, it was awful, I could never forget the flailing of the arms, and spasming of the legs along with the odd beats she moved to....), I was chased all night by the tequila guy wearing a sombrero and a whistle, and somebody kissed the hot waiter. Soo....a weekend trip to remember. Ole!!

Les Miserables

2008-05-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

Les Miserable was the very first Broadway Musical I ever saw. I was in 5th grade, and the show came to Las Vegas. Before I went, I had EVERY SINGLE WORD memorized to every song. I don't even think I really understood the entire plot, but I knew I loved it. I was very excited to go, and this was kind of a big deal for me, especially at that age! I thought it was AMAZING!!! Our seats were so close, we were practically on the front row it felt. I thought I was pretty grown up, and I was really touched by the performance. I started to cry during the song "A little Fall of Rain", after Eponine gets shot and she and Marius are saying goodbye to each other for the last time. Looking back, I'm actually really surprised that I was so into it, considering how young I was. I guess it really proves that my love for music started young. I'm so grateful that my mom exposed me to Art and Music at so young an age. I think it's important to be able to have a broad musical taste. I like so many different genres of music, that I can listen to almost anything and find something that appeals to me. My mom helped open my eyes, and I attribute so much of my classical music knowledge and taste to my early exposure as a child. I grew up on Broadway Musicals, Classical Music, and of course The Beatles.
I will never forget my first experience at Les Miserables. It really is one of my fondest memories, and I'm so grateful for the opportunity. I still love this music, and in fact....I still have pretty much every single word memorized to this day!!!!

These two songs are a few of my favorites in the show. They are incredible, and I'm blown away every time I hear it. To me... they are timeless, and I don't think I'll ever not love them.

Weekend with legal Drug Dealers

2008-05-11T15:30:00.000-07:00

This is at the airtport ready to leave. It was about 7 in the morning, and we couldn't wait to get out of here. We were tired, but ready for a break.
I cannot express how great it feels to take off for a weekend, and have all of the expenses paid for by someone else.
Plane tickets...check!
Nice rental car...check!
Food...check!
Fancy hotel...check!
The first night we were there everyone was invited to dinner at the Vice-President of Good Neighbor Pharmacy's house for wine tasting (which evidently turned out to be hard liquor and a bartender) and dinner. It was actually a great time to visit and get to know some of the other representatives. My favorite guy was from El Paso, Texas, and he was awesome. He was really low key, sober, and showed genuine interest in us. We spoke for about 2 hours, and got alot of really good advice. Many of these guys had soooo much experience. Some owned up to 10 pharmacies, and had experienced alot of success. We were mixing with the best of the best I felt, and we were fortunate to have made these connections. I think they will prove to be great mentors to us in the future as we grow.
On the flip side, I was so ready for it to be over by Saturday evening. There were about 60 pharmacy owners there, all of which were men, so I was on some serious testosterone overload by the time it was over. It was really interesting to watch them all interact. There are the ones that LOVE to hear themselves speak, and never seem to stop. The powerhouse aggressive business men. The laid back, quiet observer type, and then there was Me and Chris...just taking it all in. Me...the only female....Chris...the youngest and newest guy in the group by about 10 years. Quite the learning experience for us.
On Saturday night we went to Six Flags and rode the roller coasters. It was surprisingly fun!! The weather was great, and the lines were pretty short. By the end of the night, my head was spinning, but it was great to forget everything for a little while. We both needed it, and I was determined to get a LITTLE fun in before heading home!!!

Weekend Highlight- Sitting side by side on the rollercoasters, screaming, and holding hands!
Weekend panic- Driving around Burbank Desperately trying to find the airport. Finally at a gas station...an INCREDIBLY nice man and woman drove in front of us to the airport to lead us there. Out the window as we were leaving I rolled down my window at the stop and told him, "Thanks soooo much, you are now my Hero! Happy Mother's Day!!" It was INCREDIBLY nice!!!
Fact- They were filming all Saturday night at our Hotel an episode of CSI...it was very cool to watch!!

The Office

2008-05-08T20:09:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I saw this Black and White photo on Anne's Blog.....and I could NOT resist putting it up. For those of you living in a hole, this is Jim Halpert from The Office. I'm kind of addicted to this show. For the entire week, I'm counting down the days to which I get to watch it. What I love about this show is that it's so universal. Basically if you've ever worked for a corporate company, or in any office type setting.....you can relate to this show!! However, I am grateful that I don't actually have to work at this office!

I Heart Michael...and Jim :)

Oh Pam....When you gonna start doing something with that hair??? Don't you know the Spiral Perm went out of style in the 90's??!

I could only aspire to be as great a boss as Micheal Scott......wait...WHAAAT??? Maybe I should ask my company if it's okay that we adopt some of The Offices special events such as "Diversity Day", "Beach Day", "Office Olympics"...etc... I think I'll just stick with his favorite quote....

"I'm your Friend First....you're Boss Second."
That ought to make things REALLY interesting!

I CANNOT get over the mask in this episode. It's honestly difficult to look at anything else, poor Dwight. Will his Brown Nosing efforts EVER earn Michael's respect???
Awwww... I'm so happy they ended up together. Regular girl....ends up with Regular Guy......
Ryan, "The Temp" who by a stroke of luck weasled his way into a corporate position, reminds me of my old boss. The whole "I'm better than you" attitude that seems to plague all corporate puppets is the spitting image of my old boss. He even looks like him!! I'm starting to wonder if maybe they took the same MBA business class that teaches these same skills!
Toby is sooooo one of my favorite characters!!! I LOVE how the poor HR guy can never seem to catch a break! He is so nice to everybody, even Michael, and he's walked all over by all! Michael won't even let him participate in staff meetings! I even love his monotone dry personality!!

"Hmmmmm.....I wooonder what Pam's doing right now...."

Quick Thoughts....

2008-05-07T13:04:00.000-07:00

Okay so I've seen a link to this video called "Reflections of Christ" on a number of my friend's blog lately, and time after time I just browsed over it thinking it would just be another cheesy church video of paintings set to music. (No offense, it's just really not my cup of tea) Anyway, yesterday I decided to give it a quick view to see what it was all about.....and.......Wow!! I cannot get the images out of my head, and I keep humming the music. It's beautiful! I was sitting at my desk at work, and I actually started to tear up as I listened to them describe how it was all created, and their thought processes behind each photo. This amazing photographer Mark, took moments in Christ's life and recreated them into Snapshot moments with his photography specifically for this video. One of my favorites is the photo of the embrace between John the Baptist and Jesus in the River Jordan after the Baptism. Although you know it's NOT actually them, but you feel that the Pure Joy and Love seen in that moment is the same that was felt at that time. It's amazing how strongly you can feel the spirit through a photograph.
I have always had a love for photography art. There's something about a photograph that captures the life in a moment. One of my other favorites of course is the Angels watching and announcing the Birth of Christ. You really have to see it to understand the beautiful detail that goes into this picture. The Angels faces are so happy and excited...and so human. He has truly captured something so unique and special in his Art. Please, if you haven't seen it yet. Please watch it. I would also recommend watching the Behind the Scenes footage of this project. It really is moving, and I hope it has an affect on you much as it did me.

On my side Bar I have it linked under "Reflections Of Christ".

Cinco De Mayo

2008-05-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

Picture coming soon......I'm impatiently awaiting it's arrival.........

Last night my friend Jamie and I hosted a Cinco De Mayo party. It was tons of fun, but I'm so mad at myself because in the midst of all the craziness, I forgot to take pictures!!! What?? I know, we've been planning this for over a month now, and now I have this completely random photo to commemorate all our hard work.
It was a Progressive Dinner, so everyone met and started at my house. There were 26 people invited, and 24 people actually showed up. Pretty good odds I might say! I made everyone Margaritas, and then had homemade tortillas chips, Bean Dip, Salsa, and Guacamole. I wish I had a picture of my house because I had it all decorated and fixed up! I was actually surprised how well we were able to fit 24 adults in my house, it was the first time I've done anything like this at my house.
The next house was Jamie's. Luckily she only lives about 7 houses down from me, so everyone just walked over. She made the best Pork Tacos and had tons of toppings. I even went back for second's!
The next house was Heather's. She hosted the dessert course. We had these gigantic bowls of ice-cream with home made caramel, and whip cream. Yummy! By that time we were all stuffed! The great part about a progressive dinner is that when things start to die down a little, it's time to move on to the next house, and it's like starting a whole new party! You end up visiting with someone new at each house, and talking to people you haven't met before. We invited a lot of people that didn't know each other, so it was great to see people connecting. We didn't invite children either, because we wanted couples to have a date night, and you could tell they were really loving one night of food and freedom!!
This was a huge crowd, but I thought it turned out great! I'm not sure if I'm ready to take on such a huge task anytime soon, but it really was worth all the hard work and time. I made some new friends, and my friends got the opportunity to make new friends as well!
All in all.......SUCCESS!!!!!

L.A. Riots in Anthem Highlands????

2008-05-04T12:17:00.000-07:00

Last night at about Midnight after our dinner party, I was cleaning up the house, and I heard a bunch of commotion outside our house. The dogs were going crazy, and Chris comes running through the house. He says, "There's a fight outside!", so in typical Zarate fashion, I want to be right in the middle of it all. We go outside and open the garage doors. I didn't find a fight directly in front of my driveway, it was freaking L.A. Riots!! There were at least 20 big Samoan looking guys, beating up on each other, throwing rocks at a red truck, screaming, yelling, cursing....needless to say, it was very tense. I immediately angry off that it was going on practically on my yard, and Chris was angry because he though they might mess up our planter. (go figure) I called 911, and the operator said there was already a cruiser on the way. So we waited outside because we wanted to get as much information as we could, and then like 4 cruisers show up. Our Nazi neighbor on the corner had already called before us. Yeah!!!! We love him now, and he ratted out ALL of the guys involved, because they live in the houses directly next to him!! It was probably one of the most dramatic, and pathetic things I have seen in this neighborhood. There was bawling, and screaming heard all the way up the street. I hope they got in trouble, because I'm going to be watching them like a hawk.

Flashback Friday

2008-05-01T22:19:00.000-07:00

These photos are soooo embarrassingly cheesy, but you kind of had to be there to understand. Programs like this tend to breed corny, but at that age, I guess it's all kind of cheesy anyway. (Not to mention that looking back now, these boys all look like they're about 14 years old)
This was the summer I went to EFY. One of my most spiritual and enlightened times in my youth, not to mention fun. My roommate was Dianne, she's the girl on the left. It was so much fun, and my counselors were awesome. (The 2 in red) Of course I was totally boy crazy, and who doesn't love spending a week surrounded by all new guys? I'm so glad for the opportunity, and I actually wrote to many of them for quite a while after. I'm so grateful for the experiences that I had there and the people I met. My roommate was awesome, and we clicked immediately. We'd stay up until all hours of the night talking in the dark from our bunks, and getting to know each other. We were so much alike in so many ways, I was so glad that she and I roomed together. It seemed like there was never a dull moment, and we had a great week! Kudos to Mom and Lillian for signing me up!

Haircuts, and Tickets

2008-05-01T07:53:00.000-07:00

A week ago today, I took Bear in for another haircut. Last time they did a crappy job, but I was happy with this cut. Then things took a nose dive. After I brought her home she was itching and scratching herself. I thought she was having the typical dog allergies because it was windy, and her skin was not used to being so exposed. It got so bad that she started making open sores on her body from scratching so much. So I had Chris make a bunch of different stuff at work for her so we could see if it would help. The medicine seemed to help, but I think she mostly just liked the Liver flavor of it. Then last night at about midnight, I decided to try washing her. I thought maybe she was allergic to the shampoo they used at the groomer. This morning when we woke up, she wasn't scratching herself as much, and the sores are gone. I feel like a totally bad mom. I should have just washed her last week! I'm still giving her doggy benadryl just to make sure it takes away any more allergy discomfort. Sorry Bear!!
(I took this photo this morning, she looks soooo much happier!)

Last week Chris got a speeding ticket right at the on ramp to the I-15. The cop told Chris he was going 65 in a 55 mile construction zone. What??? There's no 55 mph sign! We drive that road every day, and it's NOT posted as a 55 zone. So...whatever, Chris asks him about it, and the cop says the zone starts at Sloan. That's BEFORE our on ramp. Chris was highly suspicious, but took the ticket and went about his business. The next day, he takes the camera and drives the freeway to investigate. The construction, AND 55 mph sign are posted BEFORE our on ramp!!! So...if you're getting on the freeway from St. Rose, IT'S NOT POSTED!!! What are we, psychic?? We thought that was a really shady thing for the cop to do, and he basically lied to Chris about it being "clearly posted". Now it makes sense why they're always pulling over the trucks because they all come from Sloan and have to pass those signs. Chris took tons of pictures proving where the signs were posted, and where he was pulled over, to prove the . He's going to show up on his court date and dispute it with the judge. What a sneaky move!!!

HOME

2008-04-27T20:33:00.001-07:00

This week the house that I grew up in Mesquite was torn down. By now, it's a pile of rubble in the middle of a field. Mom still owns the property and is going to build a business complex over the land instead. I know it's going to be a beautiful building, and it's a much better opportunity....but I still can't help but be a little sentimental about it all. When I see my old house, it's not the same for me. It was old, run down, mistreated by renters, and had lost it's charm. It's kind of a ghost of the house I remember. But...it's the memories that were created there that it represents. I spent the majority of my childhood in that house, and in that yard. Taping hours of home video, making mud pies on the slide, playing baseball in the front yard, basketball in the back yard, Barbies in my bedroom, tea parties in the playroom... my list of activities were endless. I loved the huge cottonwood trees that lined the yard. I always did love that house, and I'm sad to see it go, but it was never the same anyway after we left. I'm excited for my mom and her new opportunities. I know it's the best thing for her and I'm glad she's moving forward with her plans. I'm grateful for my happy memories, and the home that we had. I will remember those times, and cherish them always.

FlashBack Friday

2008-04-25T17:59:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of my entire Kindergarten class. It's funny because I still remember every single one of their names, mostly because many of them graduated with me as a senior in high school! If you look to the top row on the left, there's a boy wearing a yellow and white striped shirt. His name is David Price, he was obsessed with planes and swore that he would be a pilot one day....and I had the BIGGEST crush on him! I even tried to convince him to promise to marry me when we grew up. I remember writing little notes to him and my sister Lillian helping me compose them. I even remember Lillian giving me the bright idea to include a Halloween plastic spider ring, and a package of Now and Later Candy. (Random??) Then asking the teacher to give him my little gift during class. Lillian ALWAYS had brilliant ideas for me. Such as... choreographing an ENTIRE song and tap dance on the patio and then being kind enough to video tape it, with me ACTUALLY singing..out loud...the song "This Is My Country" to her horrific dance? How I thought this was a great idea is beyond me. Or how about the time I fell down, bawling, and she quickly starts taping me tears and all with her laughing in the background. Yes...that's the joy of being the youngest child.

ANYWAY...David moved away about a year later, and I haven't seen him since. Although, I heard he did join the Air force and is now a pilot.
Ahhh...childhood crushes. I still think it's funny, I only hope he doesn't remember me or how I used to convince him to hang out with me during recess!!
Hint: If you can't find me, look for the purple tube socks!!

Driving Miss Baby...

2008-04-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

My sister sent me a picture of my niece right before she made a goal for her soccer team. She is so proud of herself, and is growing up sooo fast!!

Anne (my niece, the one with the navy blue shin guards) was about 1 years old at the time. I thought she was so great, and I was driving down to Mesquite one weekend to my mom's house. I thought I would play "Super Aunt", and take her with me. We had a good time, and she did pretty good away from her mom and dad. When it was time to leave, Chris met us in Mesquite to drive us both back.

Maggie had previously warned me that Anne might freak out in the car. I wasn't too worried though, she did fine on the way there. Plus, it's not like she made it seem like it would be that bad or anything. I was sure it would be fine.

We had only been on the road for about 20 minutes when she started. Luckily I had sat in the back with her, so it was easier to try and keep her calm. Unfortunately, it did NOT help. This sweet little child had turned into a little demon in a matter of minutes. She was HYSTERICAL!! The screams were unlike anything I have ever heard. I tried everything. And I know this is a no-no, but I didn't know what else to do. So I got her out of her car seat, and she was practically climbing the walls while she screamed and turned purple in the face she was so mad. By this time, I was really getting nervous. Was this normal for a child to scream hysterically for this long???!!! I was ready to cry right along with her. Chris had hit his breaking point. He finally turned around, red in the face, and yells "Shuuuuut uuuuuup!!". She immediately stops for a minute, and then resumes on. This went on for over 40 minutes. There was a moment where we actually wanted to pull the car over and make her walk (or crawl) home. I just didn't think my sister would see it the way I did though, so we eliminated the option. She eventually exhausted herself, and fell asleep in my arms. I was so drained, I wanted to fall asleep too!

It was that night, we realized that we were in no way, shape, or form, ready for children. It was like getting a behind the scenes peek at what kids are really like, and that 1 hour drive was better birth control than working in nursery for a year!

Flashback Friday

2008-04-18T17:57:00.000-07:00

This was the very first car accident I was ever in. My best friend Amanda had joined the cross country team, and she had somehow managed to talk me into running with the team that day. After practice at White Rock, we were driving back with ML and she wasn't exactly known for being the brightest or best driver in town, but we went anyway. About halfway down the steep slope she starts panicking saying the brakes don't work, (I think she was just an inexperienced driver, and didn't know how to handle a car on gravel) so I quickly buckle up and as we're about to take this turn, she loses control of the speeding car and flips us. I don't really remember what happened, but the car stopped and we're on our side. ML is in the front seat screaming, crying, and bleeding. The rest of us are calm and trying to calm her down because you could tell she wasn't hurt except for a cut, but she was super freaked out. At some point I finally told her to SHUT UP AND GET OUT OF THE CAR !! We had to get everyone unbuckled, and climb out the top windows, and ML bled all over the hood of the car. The car was worse off than she was...trust me. The person I felt sorry for was the coach/teacher that was in charge of us. They saw the dust cloud and turned around. When she saw the car, I think she was expecting the worst.Poor lady... she was really freaked out, and ML wasn't helping her nerves either. We were all fine, and even went back that evening with Amanda's mom to take photos. We weren't about to let this experience go undocumented!! This was going to be a good story to tell at school on Monday!!
Disclaimer: Please ignore the decorated page, I did this a LONG time ago, and I know it's hideous. Just ignore it.

Bug Eyes

2008-04-15T14:44:00.000-07:00

I used to work with A pharmacist who was from Korea, and she moved here as an adult with her son. Her mother had recently come to live with her, and spoke no English. Naturally I was eager to meet her mother because I had heard so much about her from my co-worker. So I eventually had the opportunity to meet her and she was very shy and hesitant to meet me. It was a very brief encounter, and we went along our separate ways. The next day at work my pharmacist tells me what they said. It went a little something like this,

Pharmacist: "Mom, that's Marta I told you about. Do you think she is pretty?"
Her Mom: (Putting her fingers to her eyes and widening them) "Oh No, I do not think she is pretty, her eyes are too Big! She looks like a BUG!!"
After she she told me about their conversation, I was laughing so hard! She was NOTORIOUS for being blunt, and trust me...we got LOTS of mileage out of that one!

Baby Blessing

2008-04-14T14:29:00.000-07:00

My sister had the Baby Blessing for John David yesterday. It was really nice, and he's such a cute little baby. John and Gina's family, Mom, and Grandma all drove up that morning. Chris and I barely made it in time for church, as usual we were running late. After Sacrament meeting we all left and went back to Maggie's house for lunch. It was nice visiting with everyone because I haven't been home since Christmas. I was so glad Grandma was feeling well enough to make the drive. I wish I was able to see her more often, and she's always so happy to see us. My family is growing bigger every year. Sometimes I look around and wonder where all these children came from! It seems like yesterday we were all just getting married and newlyweds!
Pictured Above: My Sister Maggie, Mom, Grandma White, and Baby David.

Bleh....

2008-04-07T15:55:00.000-07:00

I'm in a funk. I don't know exactly what's going on with me....but I'm definitely in a funk. I'm bored with life, bored with work, bored with everything. This weekend didn't exactly help either. I got a flat tire in the mustang on Saturday. I'll spare the details, but in the end I spent 6 hours trying to get it fixed...only in the end NOT to have it fixed. I'm now driving on a spare, that's about half the size of my real tires, for about 5 business days because they had to special order it. I have no idea how this is possible, but I've got 2 nails within 6 inches of each other. GREAT!!!

I'm trying to think of things that I can do to re-center my attitude again, but I'm really struggling. I've always liked to think that I am an optimistic person, or that I have the ability to see the brighter side of a situation. Chris and I are both that way. That's probably the only reason we were able to convince ourselves that it was a great idea to open our own pharmacy. Not that it's so bad, we just had no idea what we were in for. If we had known then, how difficult it would be, we would probably never have considered it. As they say, "Ignorance is Bliss!" Maybe that's part of my problem. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed. Maybe I'm too young for all this stress. Maybe we should have just worked regular jobs, and started a family. I don't have the answers, and probably never will. Just when I think I've got it all figured out, life throws me a curve ball to shake it all up again. But without adversity and hard times, how else would I learn? I'm so hard headed, and don't like being told what to do. I guess I'm just learning like everyone else. I'm such a flawed person, sometimes just thinking about it makes me cringe. I'm capable of so much good, but I know I have a long road before I'm there.
I think I have to remember that we all struggle in our own ways. New mother's struggle with the life adjustment and responsibilites. Newlyweds struggle with the unknowns of a new marriage and spouse to care for. Teenagers struggle with the unending self doubt and lack of life experience. We all struggle every day and I know I'm not alone. What shows my true character is how I choose to work my way through it, and how I choose to grow from it. I will not worry about what I can't change. I'll show gratitude for what makes me happy, and love those that love me too.

Lunch date from Hell

2008-03-28T11:32:00.001-07:00

When I first started my job, I was very nervous. This new position was completely new to me, and I didn't have any experience in this particular area of pharmaceuticals. So....I wanted to do a really good job, I wanted my bosses to like me, and I wanted to prove to them that I could do it. The good and the bad part was that my entire company is based out of Montreal, Quebec. Which means that I rarely see anyone, and if makes it really hard to ever really get to know anyone, and get comfortable with them. Not to mention that my direct boss was the Vice President of the company, and was a very intimidating person. Nice, but hard to relax around. This would be a typical conversation of ours when he asked me to do something. "Marta, I want you to take the paperwork I sent you, staple the pages together, put it in an envelope, seal the envelope, put the address on it along with your address, put a stamp on it, and get it in the mail as soon as possible. When you hear back from the board of pharmacy, call me immediately, and let me know." I know he didn't mean to sound so condescending, but it was just embarrassing. Sometimes I felt like because I was female, the men in the company treated me differently. I think part of it is cultural. Remember....they're "French Canadian", and you have to get it right!

Back to my story. So my boss flew in one week from Canada (and this is maybe only the 3rd time I'd ever met him), bringing along his wife for company, and the Director of Operations for the entire company. (This is the very first time I'd met him) After working all day, they wanted the 4 of us to go for lunch to the Bellagio. What I thought was going to be a quick afternoon bite to eat, turned out to be an all day extravaganza. We ate lunch, had a good time, it was nice to visit with them outside of the work environment. I found I was really starting to overcome my intimidation, and we laughed a lot. After lunch, they all decided that they wanted after lunch coffee, and chain smoking. So we enter this very elegant Bellagio style coffee place. Before the waiter even has a chance to get the coffee orders, they've already lit up their first cigarette, all 3 of them, and are blowing smoke around. They offer me a cigarette, and I have to do the whole "No thank you, I don't smoke, but you go ahead", bit. At that time I was also just getting over a bout of Bronchitis, so the smoke was choking me up, and I had to do my best not to show that I was dying. Okay, the waiter finally shows up, (I've already declined the cigarette) then when they ask what type of coffee I want, I have to decline and state that I would just prefer a water. (mostly just to keep the coughing down, plus we had JUST eaten a full meal!!) By this time, they're all looking at me strangely, and I can tell it's making them a little uncomfortable. THEN the worst happens. They all order shots to celebrate our first meeting!! At this point I'm totally panicking. How do I gracefully get out of this? These are my 2 bosses and his wife, that I hardly know, still desperately wanting to impress them, and DEFINITELY don't want to offend them any more than I already have. I had told them previously that I don't drink or smoke, but I don't think believed me. It was almost like a test or something. So as tactfully as I could possibly be, I say, "I appreciate the offer, but no thanks, I don't drink", which was promptly followed by a "Oh come on, we're going to do a toast, just this time It's a celebration!" with which I replied "No really, thank you but I don't drink", and was promptly followed by a "Okay, we'll have 4 shots of the strongest stuff you got". Crap!! I really thought I was going to get out of this. Now I'm in full fledged panic mode. My heart is pounding, my stomach is tied in knots, I'm sweating, and I want to crawl under the table and die. What do I do? What do I say? I do NOT want to offend them, they are trying to be nice, but they just don't understand. I swear, when the waiter returned, I could smell the shots, before I could see her. She puts my shot in front of me, and I'm cringing inside. A toast is made, and they all lift their shot glasses, I lift my glass of water, and I take a drink. Smiling and laughing my way through it all, doing my best not to show my true feelings, I offer up my drink to my boss, and he took it.
FINALLY, and about 15 chain smoked cigarettes, liquor, coffee, and lunch,we're on our way back to work....wait....how do we get back might you ask???? Well....we drove silly! We all pile in the rental car, Mr. Boss Man hops in the Driver's seat, and off we go back on the road, and he drives us back!!! Meanwhile, I'm so uncomfortable, I want to get back in one piece, it's been like a 4 hour lunch already, and I just want to go home. I was proud of myself, and mortified at the same time.

Later that year I flew to Montreal for a business trip. We were driving in the car, and out of the blue my boss turns to me and says, "You REALLY don't drink or smoke at all? ...Amazing." After that, I knew he respected me because I stuck to my word, and I followed through, even though it wasn't easy. He also trusted me around the drugs more, because he knew of my morals. In the end, that afternoon helped our business relationship, and he gained a respect for me that he otherwise might not have had.

In the Dog House....

2008-03-25T20:45:00.001-07:00

That's it....He has Officially crossed the line..........

Last night, or should I say at 4:00 AM this morning, Buddy my little beast, (fondly nicknamed Kujo by my brother), cuddled up in bed between Chris and I. This isn't abnormal for him, he loves stealing our body heat when he gets cold, and squeezing in next to our sleeping bodies. Unfortunately for the unlucky victim, once he finds the perfect spot, he does NOT like to be disturbed!! Well, I distinctly remember making the effort to carefully roll over not to disturb or squish him, but my efforts were useless. All I know is that as I was moving, BAM!, the little punk growls and bites my lip breaking the skin with 4 teeth!!!! This is the third time he's bitten me because I disturbed him out of his peaceful sleep!!! I fly out of bed wide awake, to find that luckily it hurt worse than it looked. He promptly got a tongue lashing from both Chris and I, and he was sent to sleep at the bottom of the bed with his tail between his legs.
I pray I'm not one of those moms who can't bear to discipline their kids because they think they love them too much. If I can't even banish my little doggy from the bed, how am I ever going to discipline a child for being naughty?!!! *sigh* Well, it's getting late, and it's time for bed....gotta go get buddy and bear....

Our Grand Opening

2008-03-15T14:59:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was our Grand Opening at the Pharmacy, and we are now officially open!! Yeah, it was a ton of work, but it's one of those things that are necessary, and really helps create community awareness. We had a live radio feed with 101.9 from noon to 2 pm. That is a really popular Spanish radio station here. They really did a great job, and brought a lot of excitement! People loved it! Chris and Felipe spent the day doing free blood glucose, and blood pressure testing. We had cookies, TONS of freebies, loud music, and lots of health related information. Overall I felt like it was a successful day, mostly because we didn't have to pay for any of it. We belong to a buying group called Good Neighbor Pharmacy, and they paid for almost all of our advertising, and activities. We have a radio commercial running for about a month on this same popular radio station that we had at the opening. I hope to see some growth come from all this, but unfortunately we probably won't really know for a few more weeks if it was worth the money and time. I also hope that we're putting a dent into community awareness. It's easy to feel like you're getting lost in it all, but then every once in awhile you see progress.
We're so tired all the time, but we believe in what we do, and feel we've done the right thing. It's gratifying to know we're working so hard to secure a future for ourselves, and to know we're serving the community and really helping people. It's a difficult thing for people who don't speak English, and they genuinely have health care needs that aren't being met. I hope that we can be a integral part to bridging that gap. This is just the beginning of a very long road for us, and we hope to grow and eventually enjoy the fruits of our labor!!

Need A Ride???

2008-03-14T09:38:00.001-07:00

Since I've been sharing embarrassing moments, Lillian left me a message that reminded me of another. So... sorry Lillian you shouldn't have brought it up, but you're next.

It was the most important day of my 20 years on this earth. This was the day Chris and I were to be sealed in the St. George Temple, and would forever call each other husband and wife. This was the day that I would remember for the rest of my life, as the best day of my life.
Although nerves were not in shortage that day, Chris's parents were late for the ceremony, Chris was late for our early morning wedding photos, and Lillian who was with me all morning had morning sickness. With all the craziness surrounding us that day, we were so happy, and the ceremony was beautiful. Our friends and family from all over were there to celebrate that special day with us. Promptly after the ceremony, we had more wedding pictures to be taken outside the temple. The family shots were done, and everyone left to go to the luncheon while we took our pictures. We finished with our photographer, and for some reason...it suddenly hit me. I did not have my car keys! Lillian had left with MY car keys in her jacket pocket!! I didn't have a clue of what to do next. In my wedding dress, with my new husband in towe, I marched over to the front desk and asked if I could use the phone. I called Chris's parents house....no answer. I called the church....no answer. At that point, I didn't have a clue of what to do next. The sweet man at the front desk, looking concerned, asked me what the problem was. I quickly explained the situation, and we all had a good chuckle, but knew that we could be there all day. So... he came up with a plan. He called his wife at home and asked her if she would come over to the temple, pick us up, and drive us to our wedding luncheon!!!!! Of course, she got a good laugh in first, agreed, and said that she would be there shortly. By this point, probably a good hour has passed, and I knew this was going to be embarrassing from every aspect. I knew what people would be thinking when we were so late, and we had to hitch a ride from a stranger after our wedding!! We left our good smaritan at the front desk so I could change out of my wedding dress and Chris his tux, with a promised to return. I changed quickly, and as I was walking back to the entrance, I see this van pull up, harldly stopping, the door flies open, Lillian shoots out of the passenger seat like a bullet and is running into the temple with a horrifed, I'm gonna be in sooo much trouble, look on her face. I was so glad she showed up at all, I didn't even care!! We hopped in, and headed off to the luncheon. By the time we showed up, everyone had this smirk on their faces like, "And where have you two been for the last hour?? Hmmm???", give me a break, we were stranded!!! Mom looked mad at Lillian, Lillian kept apologizing because she thought she had ruined my wedding, and everyone else looked suspicious like we had sneaked off together.
Well, my day definitely wasn't ruined, but it sure was unique!!

Please pass the corn....

2008-03-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

Chris and I were visiting his parents a few years back, and on Sunday, his mother always makes a big dinner for us before we leave for Vegas. There were probably about 10 of us preparing to eat, and this day was no exception. The kitchen smelled wonderful. What I will mention in particular is the corn. She didn't just go to the pantry, crack open a can and throw it in a bowl. She husked it, boiled it, cooled it, cut it off the cob, buttered, salted and peppered it....this corn looked scrumptious. So everyone is sitting down for dinner, and of COURSE, I'm the first person to grab the corn. (Just thinking about this makes me cringe!) I scoop myself a heaping mound of delicious looking corn, as I turn to pass it to my left, it slips out of my hands, onto my lap, and on the floor!!! I swear, my heart actually stopped for a moment. To my left is Chris's dad, and what do you think he does? Well, he does what any normal person would do. Scoops it ALL back into the bowl (and remember that it's just landed all over my jeans and floor) passes it around to the entire table, and everyone takes a spoonful and puts it on their plate. I was horrified that they were still going to eat it. Lucky for me, I had already scooped myself some corn right before I dropped it, but they didn't get so lucky!! We all had a good laugh at my expense, but still, to this day, I'm mortified just thinking about it.

Why I hate balloons.

2008-03-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been to Macaroni Grill, and they have that balloon guy walking around trying twist balloons into stupid animal hats, or flowers? Well, one evening Chris and I were enjoying dinner there, having a good time talking and excited to be spending a little time together. Then I see the dreaded balloon guy walking over to our table. I tried my best not to look him in the eye, because I didn't want him to come to our table. 1-because I always feel obligated to say yes, and 2-because we didn't have any cash for a tip. So, when he arrives, I politely say no, but Chris is like, "Yeah, sure!!" As I'm glaring at Chris, I whisper that we're supposed to tip, and I remind him that we don't have any cash on us. It dawns on him why he should have said no, and then feeling a little panicked, looks up at the guy and says..."Do you take Debit?"......WHAAAAAAAAT? Yeah, I'm sure the balloon extraordinaire has a debit machine strapped to his belt for tips. So he looks at us and smiles in a not so friendly, did you really ask me that, kind of way. Then he says, "Ummm....don't worry about it, this one's on me." I truly wanted to die. In the realm of life, clearly it's NOT a big deal. But to this day, I still won't let Chris live that down.

Umm.....Nice hair?

2008-03-08T19:13:00.000-08:00

My poor little Beary-Bear went to the groomer today to get a haircut, and dare I say she looks a little funny. We asked for the usual cut that we call the "Lion Cut". It normally is very cute because she's left with this lion mane and little tail poof at the end, but today when I picked her up....it looked like maybe they forgot to finish the job! The front half of her is fluffy like a lion, the whole back half of her is shaved like a rat, with a long fluffy tail! It's a little odd, but... she isn't showing any signs of hair-cut remorse, or embarrassment but I'm going to keep an eye on her. I wouldn't want her to develop self-esteem issues because of this. I'll have to let her sleep on my side of the bed tonight to keep her warm... she actually might get a little chilled!!

To Hex...or not to Hex

2008-03-04T14:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday one of our customers told Chris that a woman sells antibiotics "under the table" in the building next to us. Apparently it's no secret that she hates us, and is telling everyone how much she hates us, because we are ruining her business. Considering the fact that we are indeed a legal pharmacy, with REAL pharmacists.... I'm sure she is mad. She claims to be into witchcraft and has openly stated that she will put a "Hex" on us so we'll go away. What's even funnier, is that latins totally buy into that stuff, and some have even expressed concern for us and our business. Don't worry people, we don't believe in witchcraft, evil spirits, or spells. Our business will continue to grow, with or without our very own "Hex."

Girl Date vs. The Man Date

2008-03-03T14:20:00.001-08:00

We have been so incredibly busy these last few weeks at the pharmacy, that we have to find time to enjoy ourselves. Tomorrow night I'm going to a church activity, and I'm taking a chocolate cake that I like to refer to as "The Bomb", because it is. I'm going with a few of my friends, and I hope we don't have to do alot of listening, because I love chatting it up with the girls. Get a bunch of us together, and I'll always have a good time.
Chris on the other hand, will most likely be on his very first group "Man Date". I think it was suggested that they go see a "guy movie". I think it's important that the men get some time away from their wives just to be guys, and do guy things. We have some really awesome friends in our surrounding neighborhoods, but we only hang out as couples. While we all really enjoy spending time together, I think sometimes it's fun to hang out separately, doing our own thing. Sorry guys, but I'm just not that interested in politics, investing, the money shows they like to watch...blah blah blah...who cares. I wanna partay!!
Also, on Friday night Jenn (co-worker) and I are going to see The Other Boleyn Girl. I'm really excited, because I just finished the book a couple of weeks ago. I hope they don't slaughter it.

Keep your Pee to Yourself!!!

2008-03-03T08:28:00.000-08:00

Another exciting update on my weekly nursery adventure. While I have been vomited on, slobbered on, and wet-boogered on, I scarcely missed being pee'd on this week. Phew, I'm telling you it could have been bad. Unfortunately for her dad, he didn't get off quite as easily. We found him in the hallway with a gigantic stain on his pants. (You could say, it was placed in a way that made him look like he needed a diaper) While I should have felt bad, because I had just passed her off to him when she fell asleep in my arms, I was RELIEVED!!!! How mad would I have been to be pee'd on by a 3 year old? Very. Some people might think I'm just heartless and mean, but I don't care. Not in my church clothes, not by someone else's child, not today. So....I escaped another fiasco, and I'm quite pleased with myself.

They uttered the words....

2008-02-26T21:11:00.000-08:00

The inevitable has finally happened. My company has finally mentioned the possibility of closing our Las Vegas depot if the sales reps don't start sending more business our way. I've been employed with this company for over 2 years, and I still don't do much. As I've mentioned before, I'm in charge of our narcotics, and Quality Systems, but what that really means is I get to read books, and play on the internet...alot. I know I sound like a lazy employee, but I swear work gets done when duty calls. I'm primarily a warehouse babysitter. While that doesn't do a whole lot for my work knowledge, or job skills, it does look great on a resume and has helped pad our bank account. This last year I have especially appreciated it, considering we are still recovering from owning a new business.
Lately, we've only been getting about 2-4 sales orders a day, and I don't even do the packing and shipping for those. I've always joked that I have the best job on the planet because I know that I've been completely spoiled, and I hope that I can at least ride this out for another year. I really don't know what Chris and I will do if they shut down before then. I'm really not too concerned yet, right now it's just talk, and I take everything with a grain of salt. It takes forever to get anything moving around here. So for now, I'm going to hope for the best, and keep moving.

Just an average week....

2008-02-22T21:03:00.001-08:00

Wow, this week has absolutely flown by. This is the first evening that I have gotten home before 9:00 pm....and it's Friday! Tomorrow I'm going to Kari's house for a little get together, and then I get to go over to the pharmacy and do more third party reconciliation. Yeah! I've been trying to work on it all week after I get off work from my job... but it's just not working out. I have no idea what I am doing!!! We bought this really expensive software that is supposed to streamline the process and make sure that we're getting paid for all our claims, etc.... but seriously, it's so freaking complicated, sometimes we spend 1 hour on each insurance processor!!!! I never even got any training directly from Pep Systems, but I'm trying to take it over from Chris to alleviate some of the responsibility from him because it is sooo time consuming. I think once I finally get the hang of it, I won't be so frustrated... but right now it's not making sense. I think I'm going to try and learn as much as I can on my own, and then call the help desk for further questions. I hope I start catching on soon, or I just might flip out!
Last Sunday I had dinner at Jake and Alison Johnson's house. It was a lot of fun to hang out with them.....and not have to cook dinner. Especially since I was desperate and had resigned myself to cooking a frozen pizza after church. Sweeet! Then this Sunday, Jaime and Joe invited Chris and I over to their house after church for dinner. I'm taking over my favorite chocolate cake, I hope they like it. It's Delish!! Their son is in my nursery class, and Joe has finally decided nursery is NOT equal to going to the fiery pits of hell, because instead of flipping out every week, he gladly spends the full 2 hours being entertained by us. I have to admit, it's actually kind of gratifying watching these little kids grow up and go through their stages. I feel like I get to be a little bit of a positive influence for their church experience. It's small, but I think it means a lot to the parents.
I went over to Maggie's house this week. She had a baby a few weeks ago. John David (aka..Baby David) is so cute, and has a head full of sandy colored hair. He's a sweet little baby, and slept in my arms the entire time. I even changed his diaper *gasp*.... and I think I did a pretty good job. I didn't gag or anything! Although I can't say the same for Belle, just as David was getting his diaper changed, Maggie noticed that Belle had stripped off her diaper, and she had a little surprise for Mommy and Daddy. I do believe that little scene made me gag. My sister's kids are sweet though. They absolutely love it when I go visit them, and they want to color me pictures, tell me stories, and sit on my lap. It's pretty good to be an Aunt!!!

long time no see....

2008-02-14T07:28:00.001-08:00

Yesterday I saw my cousin for the first time in about 8 years. He has enlisted in the Marines, and is almost done with all of his training. He and his girlfriend stopped by yesterday, and we were able to catch up after all these years. They were here for about 3 hours, and we also went to lunch and it felt surprisingly normal. Except for the fact that it felt so strange that he was so grown up! When I last knew him, he was just a boy, now he is almost an adult, and a father! We had a good visit and I kind of feel like we have an understanding. We understand each other better than I thought we ever could have, and it feels really great to reconnect. I could see that he was genuinely happy to see me again, and I felt the same about him. Each time I reconnect with someone that I wasn't sure would ever be a part of my life again, I feel as if a little piece of myself is put back and I'm a little more complete. In some weird way, I'm finding that these individuals are not just people I once knew, they are a part of me, and I don't feel complete until I have mended bridges that have been burned, and they know who I am today. I've changed, and it's important for people to see who I've become, instead of the memory of the young girl I once was. I think anyone can relate to my feeling about that. We all grow up, we all learn from our mistakes, and we all learn to deal with our trials. Making us better and stronger individuals in the end, and when you're proud of yourself, you want others to see it too.

Red Rock Canyon

2008-02-10T11:11:00.000-08:00

This weekend Chris's sisters Kelby and karisa came to Las Vegas to visit us. Karisa's boyfriend Josh drove them, and it's been alot of fun having them here to visit. On Saturday, we all loaded into the Mustang (including my 2 little doggies), put the top down, and blasted the music all the way to Red Rock Canyon. We took the scenic route to the Willow Springs hike, and there were SO many people out that day! We hiked all the way to the springs, and it was SOOOOO HOT! I had forgotten how hot it can get upthere. Off went the sweaters, and we got down to our tanktops! Lucky for me I wore my gym clothes!!! At the very top we stopped and ate the picnic lunch we packed. It was so beautiful, there was still snow on the ground in some places, and the spring water was freezing!! We also found a great spot to stop and take some photos, you know us girls, always ready to pose!! Along the way, we met a few nice people. I met a man from New York here on a business trip, and Josh and karisa met some guy named Ian that they walked with the whole way down. On the way down Kelby and I forged ahead with Buddy and Bear, we had a great time hanging out. I love talking with Kelby, she reminds me so much of myself when I was younger. We always get along. By the time we all met up at the car, we were hot and tired, the dogs were filthy from running through the creek and snow!
Later that evening, Josh and Karissa left to go spend the evening at the strip, and Kelby and I went shopping and met up with Chris at Olive Garden. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I forgot to drink water when we got home from the hike, and when we were shopping, I started to feel like I was going to pass out. Because I've done this exact stupid thing before.... I quickly bought a water and cookie before I passed out. Kelby was laughing at me. By the time we all got home that evening, we crashed, and went to sleep! Yikes...
Today, we're getting ready to go to church together, and then they're heading home after. I'm so glad they came up to visit for the weekend. It was tons of fun, and it made my weekend go fast!!

Sister, Sister

2008-02-04T20:28:00.000-08:00

Last Friday I flew up to Idaho Falls to visit my sister Lillian and her family. I arrived ready for a break and ready for some quality time with family. I was there for the whole weekend, and flew back Monday morning, and we definitely kept busy! We played with the kids, watched 3 movies (mostly all Christian Bale movies, Lillian and I love him), made cookies, went shopping, late night Burger King run, and I also downloaded about 150 songs onto her itunes library for her ipod. I think I'm helping to broaden her music repertoire, she's a little out of the loop on some of the new stuff. I know we have very different taste in music, I hope she likes it or at least gives it a chance. I'm really gotten into Alternative rock lately, I'm so bored with the whole hip hop r&b genre. I also made it to a book store and got The Count of Monte Cristo, & The Other Boleyn Girl, I'm excited to read both. I've really gotten into the classics lately, and I always love a good novel. On Saturday, we rented cross country skiis so we could get some exercise and burn off some energy. Surprisingly, it was actually alot of fun! I wasn't so sure that I was going to like it. I usually enjoy something with a little more "thrill" to it, but the snow was beautiful, and it felt so great to be doing something new. We started at her front door, and went up the street to the connecting park. In Idaho, you get to skii to the local park! The grounds include an amusement park with rides, an indoor and outdoor ice skating rink, and a zoo! I was so excited because I actually got to see the penguins hanging out through the fence in the pool. It was so weird to see them upclose, with no one else around. They were adorable, and I couldn't resist staring at them for awhile.
It was fun getting a chance to hang out with Nephi, Brigham, and Laci too. I rarely get to hang out when it's so relaxed. Most of the time when I see them there's tons of people and it can get a little hectic. Brigham and Laci are so funny, and I can't believe how fast they are growing up. Laci is still obsessed with money. Any games we played usually consisted of playing with fake money, counting it, and organizing it. I asked her why she loves money so much, and she says it's because the guy on sponge bob likes money. I'm pretty sure that has nothing to do with it. Brigham loves playing with all of his guy toys, and drawing pictures of monsters. He's got quite the imagination! They're the best of friends, and their little personalities are so different! I hope they don't grow up too fast!!!
This morning I was afraid I was going to miss my plane. We were running a little late, then the snow was thicker than we had anticipated, and the car got stuck right outside the house! EEk! Luckily, her neighbor was trying to dig one of her cars out of the snow, and offered to take me to the airport! She saved my day...what a saint!!! Once I got there, my flight was 1 1/2 hours delayed, but....with patience and a good book, I made it through the wait. The plane right was actually the toughest part. Not only was I already agitated...but I had to sit DIRECTLY in front of an old guy who felt the need to HAWK A LOOGIE every 15 minutes in my ear....only to alternate that sound with literal throwup gagging sounds, and phlegmy coughs!!!! When my plane landed I called Chris to let him know that we had touched down, and the guy actually chose that time to hawk another loogie, and Chris says, "What the heck is that noise??!!!" I was glad that at least now I had proof of these awful noises! Unfortunately, the captain held us hostage on the plane for another 45 minutes on the runway due to some problems in the plane ahead of us. By this point.....I wanted to die!!! By the time I got off the plane.....I was so grossed out, I couldn't have been happier to be home!!!
Lillian, I had a great weekend, and thanks for being a great hostess! Give the kids a hug for me, and tell Nephi....I hope he enjoyed the movies!!!

You will be missed.....

2008-01-27T21:43:00.001-08:00

27 January 2008 President Gordon B. Hinckley, who led The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints through twelve years of global expansion, has died at the age of 97.

President Hinckley was the 15th president in the 177-year history of the Church and had served as its president since 12 March 1995.

The Church president died at his apartment in downtown Salt Lake City at 7:00 p.m. Sunday night from causes incident to age. Members of his family were at his bedside. A successor is not expected to be formally chosen by the Church’s Quorum of the Twelve Apostles until after President Hinckley’s funeral within the next few days.

A Prophet's Testimony:
"I hope that all of you will remember that on this Sabbath day you heard me bear my witness that this is God’s holy work. The vision given the Prophet Joseph in the grove of Palmyra was not an imaginary thing. It was real. It occurred in the broad light of day. Both the Father and the Son spoke to the boy. He saw Them standing in the air above him. He heard Their voices. He gave heed to Their instruction. It was the resurrected Lord who was introduced by His Father, the great God of the universe. For the first time in recorded
history, both the Father and the Son appeared together to part the curtains and open this, the last and final dispensation, the dispensation of the fulness of times.
The Book of Mormon is all that it purports to be—a work recorded by prophets who lived anciently and whose words have come forth “to the convincing of the Jew and Gentile that Jesus is the Christ, the Eternal God, manifesting himself unto all nations” (Book of Mormon title page).
The priesthood has been restored under the hands of John the Baptist and Peter, James, and John. All the keys and authority pertaining to eternal life are exercised in this Church.
Joseph Smith was and is a prophet, the great Prophet of this dispensation. This Church, which carries the name of the Redeemer, is true.
I leave you my testimony, my witness, and my love for each of you, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen."
President Gordon B. Hinckley
“Seek Ye the Kingdom of God”
April 2007

I found out that President Hinckley passed this evening. There is a part of me that is so sad to lose him, because he has been MY prophet. I really don't remember much about any of the others, so it feels kind of strange for me that he is gone. He was an amazing person, and I'm so proud of the way that he represented the church. I feel honored that he was our Prophet, and although I am sad, I can't help but feel JOY that he has now returned to his loving wife Marjorie, and our Heavenly father. What a blessing to know that he has returned home "With Honor", and loved by so many!!

50 Things about me.....

2008-01-27T13:14:00.000-08:00

Okay Kari, lets see what I can come up with. Here goes....

I have an obsessive personality. When my mind gets hooked on something, it's all I can think about. Sometimes it books, something I want to buy, planning a party, you name it, I love it.
I'm HORRIBLE at staying in contact with old friends. Usually when I move or I don't conveniently see them anymore, friendship over. I hate that I do that.
I love to read. It's kind of my new obsession right now. I've found some AWESOME new reading material, and it's been so fun!
I love Christian Bale movies, I think he's an awesome actor, and always chooses such interesting characters.
My favorite ice cream flavor is and always has been cookies and Cream.
I love wearing high heels. (Even at the sacrifice of my feet)
I'm a control freak, and I like being in charge. Don't tell me what to do!
On that same note, I also think I have a problem with authority...ahem....bosses at work.
I love the way Chris smells right after he's shaved. He smells like such a guy.
I rarely drive the speed limit on the freeway.
If I were a food, it would be a burrito!
I LOVE the ocean, but I am deathly afraid of swimming in it. Lakes too for that matter. I'm convinced that there are dead bodies floating around in them, or I'm going to get bitten by something.
The last time I went snow boarding was on my Honeymoon, I want to go again. It's been 6 years.
I've been in my house for 2 1/2 years, and it's still not fully decorated.
I love music. When I drive in the car, I sing my favorites so loud, I must look like a fool. I don't care.
I've had 5 years of piano lessons. I'm actually not bad, but I despise playing for other people. It's strickly for my own enjoyment.
The last concert I went to was a Blink 182 concert, ahhh.....how I miss them.
I usually don't admit this out loud, but I've been to 2 Ricky Martin concerts, and they were both AWESOME!
Growing up, I always wanted blond hair, because I was the only brunette in most of my elementary classes. Now I love my dark hair!
I love working and getting a pay check. I hate my job.
I think a well groomed Pomeranian is the cutest dog EVER!!!!
The first time I ever had a real conversation with Chris, I had no intentions of giving him a chance. I thought he was a total player! I learned a great lesson, Don't Judge a Book By It's Cover!!!!
The only reason I got my own computer, is because Chris doesn't like me touching his computer and messing up his desk. Worked out for me!! haha
The thought of child birth scares the begeezes out of me!
Sometimes I have the urge to take Chris out and go dancing at a club. Then I think it's probably a bad idea, so we do something else.
My favorite colors to wear are Red and Black.
Shopping always makes me feel better.
Buying a car is the only thing that actually puts me in a really bad mood when it comes to shopping. You know you're always getting ripped off, and losing money just by driving it off the lot.
I want a tattoo, but I know I'll never get one.
I love french Fries!!!! I'm totally addicted, and actually have to limit how often I'm allowed to have them.
My favorite place to eat is Cheesecake Factory, and Cafe Rio.
I like my meat WELL DONE!! Maybe even a little burnt around the edges for extra flavor.
I'm such a loser, I even created a MySpace page for my Dogs!
I'm finding that it's a much harder decision for me to Commit to having Children, than it was for me to Commit to Marriage at the tender age of 20!
I have always wanted to go to Tahiti. It's a goal of mine to make it there some day, I basically have it ALL planned out, but it's just going to take a lifetime to save up for it!!!
I love my Grandma's yummy lemon cake that she makes for us!!! mmmmm
I love the look my Grandma gives when one of the Grandkids is being mischevious. It's the same look she used to give ME when I was a naughty little girl!!
My guilty pleasure is checking the TMZ website every day. It's dumb, I KNOW, but I do it anyway!
Friday the top 4 floors of the Monte Carlo was on fire, I had a PERFECT view from my office. Pretty fun to watch with all the excitement.
My hair is naturally curly, and it drives me crazy! I have to curl it everyday, and never looks good unless I take the time.
Even though I'm 26, I still feel like I'm 16.....with just alot more responsibility!!
I never want to live in Utah, not that it's a bad place, I just don't want to raise my kids in a "bubble".
Within the next 10 years, I hope to move away from Las Vegas. We'll see what happens.
I only wear Victoria's Secret lotion. I'm not a snob, I just LOVE the way it smells!!
I hate buffets, and how you have to gorge yourself to make you feel like you "got your money's worth."
The last time I got pulled over, my ticket was $500.00. Punk, it wasn't my fault, and I take NO responsibility for my actions!!!!
To this day, when I'm at home with Chris and I have to pee, I shut and lock the door!! Chris thinks it weird and hilarious.....but please..I just want some privacy!!!!
I have never used the roman tub in our master bath, it has been designated as the dog's bath. They have to get clean too!!!
The one department I Steer clear of in the grocery store is the Bakery Isle!!!

Dang, that was hard!!! I hope it's not too lame, and somebody out there can appreciate my...ahem...individualism....

Ugh!....

2008-01-18T18:42:00.000-08:00

So.....this has been one crazy week for me. Today is Friday, and it's the first day this week that I've been able to get to the gym for a workout.....so much for New Year's Resolutions. Anyway, so here's a quick recap of what I've done this week.

Monday....I worked all day, but went straight home because I was on the tail end of some serious sinus allergies and lacking in the respiratory abilities, so going to the gym was not much of a possibility. (Although I must say, I've been sleeping with a humidifier every night, and it's doing wonders for us!)

Tuesday....I worked all day, then I went straight home so I could make dinner because my visiting teachers were coming over to have our monthly visit..etc...

Wednesday....I worked all day, and left a little early so that I could run to the grocery store and pick up some last minute items. I was taking dinner over to our friends Kari and Gareth because they just had a beautiful baby girl, so I had dinner in the crockpot for them. I immediately started on my homemade chocolate chip cookies because I wanted to take them some fresh out of the oven, so off I go. I somehow got everything together, in the car and to Kari's house by 6:15, I park, I go to my trunk...and what do I find?? My incredible smelling stroganoff is now smelling incredible all over the floor of my trunk!!! I silently use a few curse words, (ok..so..maybe it wasn't silent) get back in my car, and drive home! I quickly clean my trunk, praying that my car does not have perma-smell of stroganoff, repackage dinner (LUCKILY, I made alot) drive back as if nothing happened, and knock on her door with my delivery.
Disclaimer: Kari, if you are reading this, DO NOT feel bad, I cannot help it that I am an IDIOT.

Thursday.... I work all day, and I leave early because it's my sister Maggie's baby shower. With me, I'm taking a platter of homemade chocolate chip cookies and a crockpot full of meatballs. (Which by the way, I messed up too. I got this great recipe for yummy meatballs, and I even went to costco to get good quality meatballs. Well, somehow I ended up with italian seasoned meatballs with a hawaiian sauce. What?? It sounds aweful, but I tasted it myself, and it wasn't bad. I pray that no one noticed it but me.) On the way to the shower, I stopped at the pharmacy to make sure Chris took another platter of cookies and the wrapped gift I had sent for (our business partner) Felipe's birthday. Which by the way looks awesome on him....Dang I have great taste! So...I went to the shower, took my gift I had purchased for Maggie, a jumbotron box of diapers and wipes. That should definitely last awhile. Talk about a huge shower, there were like 25 people there, and I left early!

Friday.....FIRST DAY BACK THIS WEEK TO THE GYM!! Feels awesome. I've noticed when I don't go for awhile I feel like a caged animal and I get all this pent up energy that I don't know what to do with. It's a great way to chill me out and burn some of that off so I don't drive Chris crazy. Then Jamie from down the street sent her husband and son with a plate of cookies for us. It made me feel good. I really like that family, I think we're going to be friends. Little Joe is in my nursery class.

Tomorrow, I work at the pharmacy. Yuck, but at least I'll get to spend some time with Chris. Yeah!

Tucked in for Bed......

2008-01-13T12:05:00.001-08:00

This morning I discovered Buddy all tucked in his bed. It is not unusual for me to find him asleep this way, but I'm usually not able to get a picture of it. He slithers right in where the zipper should be, and tucks himself all in with only his wet little nose popping out. I laugh every time see him this way. He looks so cozy and warm, it makes me happy. My little doggy....warms my heart. My little Bear on the other hand, is content on being where Chris is. She is so in love with him, it's irritating. I guess he's more fun than me, and she can't EVER seem to get enough of his attention. Buddy...we'll he'd rather just sleep...zzzzzzz......

Distracted....

2008-01-10T09:09:00.001-08:00

Ever since the New Year began, I have felt very distracted. I'm not exactly sure why I feel so out of sorts, but I think I'm ready to get myself back together and get in a routine. Things at the pharmacy are picking up, and it's getting busier and busier. Yesterday was the first day with our new technician. I'm really excited to have her on board. That will take alot of pressure off me, and allow me a little more freedom. Chris says she a very quick learner, and seems to be adapting well. It's so nice having some extra help that speaks spanish. I always tease Chris that his techs better all be fat and ugly if he going to spend 40 hours a week with her, but at this point I don't even care. For all I care, she's a Cindy Crawford look alike, because at least I get my life back! haha
Today is going to be my first day back to the gym in quite awhile. I'm actually excited to get back into a routine, and feel the burn again. I've noticed my pants are getting a little snug, and that has me really freaked out. So back to the treadmill and weights I go! I'm determined to get back to 5 days a week workout, and eat healthier. Not perfect, just healthier. I have a weakness for food, so I can't deprive myself too much.
I just finished the Twilight 3 book series. Wow.... I was blown away by her writing. It is a juvenile book, but written so incredibly. I can't get enough of it, and cannot WAIT until the other books are released. She's working on 2 more for the set. I think I'm in love with Edward AND Jacob. I laughed when I read the Author's notes, and she said she was in love with her Edward and Jacob....because I am too! I wonder what it would be like to have the ability to write an entire, and impossibly popular book that makes the New York Time's best seller list on the first release. She's got talent.
Anyway, back to getting my life back on track and less distracted. Here are my New Year's Resolutions.
1. Exercise 5 days a week
2. Eat Healthy
3. Do everything in my power to help Chris grow the business
4. Find ways to serve those around me without being asked to do so
5. Spend more time doing things that make ME happy

These are the major goals, of course I have tons more little ones, but these are the only ones worth mentioning.

Girls Weekend at Zion....

2008-01-06T15:34:00.001-08:00

My Mom and I went to Zion National Park this weekend for her Birthday. It was just her and I, and we could NOT have picked a better weekend to go. It rained almost the entire time we were there, and it was beautiful. I have been to Zion a number of times, but I have never seen the park look so incredible. We felt like we were the only ones there. Because it's the low season, there were very few tourists, and rarely crossed paths with others. Springdale is where we stayed, it is a VERY small town at the base of the canyon. It felt like we were the only ones checking in that day. I did not see anyone else at the hotel from the time we checked in, to the time we checked out. I loved how quiet it was, and who doesn't like a little exclusivity at a hotel every once in awhile. In the evening time, we got out the lap top, and watched a couple movies in the room to pass the time. When we went to dinner, we were the only ones in the restaurant the ENTIRE time!
We drove all over and got out of the car to walk around and look at everything. I wish it didn't rain the whole time so we could put the top down on the convertible to get a getter look at everything, but that's okay. It was still incredible. The waterfalls were amazing, and they were everywhere! We saw a number of professional photographers out with all their equipment getting the most perfect shots.
On the second day, we woke up, grabbed breakfast and headed back to the canyon. It was still raining, but not as hard. Then we got up to the turnaround point, where The Narrows start, and we got out to walk around. As we were following the trail, the rain turned into Hail, and suddenly it was everywhere! Luckily, it didn't hurt, so we just took our time anyway. Needless to say, I'm ready to go back before summer, and take advantage of the low season. It's an incredible place to be, and it reminded me how much I love mother nature. My Mom had a great birthday, and it was a needed break for the both of us.

Happy New Year!!!

2008-01-01T17:08:00.001-08:00

Our Group Photo at Midnight

Shannara and Adam Nimmer

Jaime and Joe Heagany

Jessica and Ryan Brunson

Alison and Jake Johnson

Kari and Gareth Nash (Host and Hostess)

Last night was our New Year's Party and we had so much fun. It started at 9pm, and because it was so late, we decided to do a variety of appetizers for everyone to snack on. By the time the party started, we had quite a spread!! When all 12 party goers arrived, visited, and eaten, we played The Not So NewlyWed Game. It was hilarious! Some of the questions were:
In one word, how will your husband describe the very last boyfriend you had before he came along?
Out of the two, who do you think was most liked in high school?
Where did you share your first kiss?
When did your husband, out loud, actually tell you he loved you?
The game turned out to be alot of fun, and some of the answers given by the couples were hilarious! It was a great way for people to get to know each other, and laugh at themselves.
We also exchanged white elephant gifts. They were not allowed to be purchased, and we ended up with some crazy gifts!! We took a very nicely wrapped brand new box of cereal and a BootCamp exercise video. Others brought a USED crockpot, The Clapper, a VERY large clock with the words "GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME", and much more. I was cracking up at the creativity of some of the gifts. It was a great laugh for all.
At midnight we turned on the television, and watched the countdown and the Fireworks. Everyone had a bottle of sparkling cider for the midnight toast and celebration. The party was so much fun and we didn't get home until 1am. We were tired!!!
The next morning 8 of us went out for breakfast to the Green Valley Ranch Pancake House. It was AWESOME! I had the tastiest Bacon pancakes I've ever had. I cleaned my plate!!!! It was so much fun, and I really enjoy the company of all our friends.
Happy New Year to All, and best wishes to everyone in their endeavors! So much can happen and change in 1 year, it's kind of overwhelming. But... whatever's in store, I'm ready for it, and may we all have good health and happiness!

Winding Down...

2007-12-27T20:58:00.000-08:00

Christmas was a few days ago, and I'm sad that it's all over. Sometimes getting that little break is the only thing that gets me through all the stress of life. We celebrated our anniversary last Saturday, and I surprised Chris to a couples masssage at the Green Valley Spa. It was AWESOME!! I was so excited to give him the gift because I knew how badly he needed the down time. It was incredible how relaxed we felt by the time we left. Just getting that time to appreciate each other, and pamper ourselves is priceless! I think it's going to become an anniversary tradition!
Christmas was the following Tuesday, and boy did we score this year! I don't want to sound tacky or anything, but I loved everything that we got! I am so excited. This year I have kind of become a little obsessed with kitchen stuff, and that's pretty much what I got. A turkey roaster, electric buffet server, glass cake stand, server, stainless steel utensils. I love it! I'm finally getting all the stuff I've always wanted to have, I just never got around to buying it for myself. Then, the day after christmas I bought my very first christmas tree!! YEAH!! AND DECORATIONS!! Lucky for me, I got in on some smokin' deals, and I love everything I got. Now, I'm ready for christmas all over again just so I can decorate my house for the holidays. How lame is that??!!! Anyway, I can't wait until next year.
Right now I'm working on the New Year's Party my friend and I are throwing this year. It's going to be so much fun. We're inviting a ton of people, and I hope all goes well. I'll have to report after it's over.
Happy Holidays!!

Our Life...Our history...Our Beginning...

2007-12-19T09:13:00.000-08:00

Wow! We have officially made it to our 6 year anniversary! I can't believe how the years have flown, and I can't believe that I love Chris more today than the day I married him! Don't get me wrong, there have been times where I wanted to get out the boxing gloves and have it out with him, but he never fails to melt me into a little puddle. I can't wait to see what the next 6 years will bring! May the good times continue to out number the not-so-good-times.

This was our 2nd date. Chris asked me to the Homecoming dance, and we had a great time on our date.

This was an engagement photo that never got used.

Here we are practicing our ceremony kiss. hahaha

December 22, 2001. Sealed for Time and all Eternity

Things you didn't know:

1. The first time I noticed him was when I found out in class that he spoke spanish. I thought that was so hot, and I always knew I was going to marry someone who spoke spanish. Muy Importante!

2. The first time I KNEW he really noticed me was at a movie viewing for our communications class. I purposely fixed myself all up because I knew he was going to be there, and we hadn't ever really spoken, but I wanted to make an impression. So... I kept my eye out for him. After the movie as I was leaving, I noticed that he was watching me so I smiled and waved at him, and I thought to myself, "Gotcha!" I knew I had accomplished my goal.

3. The first time Chris ever approached me, I tried to pawn him off on my roommates because I had a boyfriend at the time. Even though I knew very well that I had intentionally tried to get his attention. He didn't like that too much. Then I accidently insulted his shirt. He didn't like that either.

4. Chris was 3 hours late for our first date, but lucky for him he had a good excuse and I let him off the hook.

5. On our 2nd date, we stayed up until 4am talking and cuddling. It was so innocent and sweet, that was truly the first time we really connected.

6. We didn't share our first kiss until we had dated for a little over a month.

7. The first time Chris ever told me he loved me, he did it in spanish. I pretended not to understand because I didn't know what to say!

8. In the early stages of our dating, we made a pact with each other. We promised that if after a year of dating and we were still together we would either break up or get engaged. We felt that if we were unsure after a year, then it's probably not the right thing for us. Luckily, we decided to take the next step!

9. When Chris proposed, it was so obvious. I could see the outline of the box in his pocket! I was freaking out the whole time we were out because I knew it was coming. It was a mixture of excitement, and fear. When he finally asked, I had to act surprised and not freaked out, but I said "Yes!".

10. We got married 3 days before Christmas and we went to Brian Head Snowboarding for our Honeymoon and on Christmas day. It was awesome!

I'm grateful. I'm happy. I'm growing. I'm learning. I'm still ridiculous.

Scarlett vs. Rhett?....

2007-12-17T18:03:00.000-08:00

Today I finished "Gone With The Wind". I've been reading it non stop for the past few days, completely obsessed with the Novel. I have never seen the Movie, and had no clue what the story was about. I must say, it was incredible. It's been awhile since I've been so captivated by a story, and this was no exception. I have spent many nights awake reading quietly, so I didn't wake Chris sleeping next to me in bed. I just finished the last page less than an hour ago, and I must say, I'm so disturbed by the ending. I made it through the 1,000 page book because I had convinced myself that Scarlett would somehow stop acting like the selfish, childish, self-centered person that she was. Although she had many other redeeming qualities, they were always overshadowed by her bad ones, and her impulsive decisions. I know her character is so much deeper than that because she obviously lived a very complex life, but in the end, all I wanted was for her to humble herself a little, and see Rhett for who he was, and not what he could do for her. And Ashley, don't even get me started on that spineless turtle. As much as I wanted She and Rhett to end up together after he waited for her for 15 years, I respect his decision, and know that he was too good for her. I'm not sure why I'm babbling on about this, it's just fiction. For some reason, whenever I get really into a book, I feel like I become personally invested in their lives, or I know them or something! Especially when I was convinced that it was going to have the "happy ending"! Part of me wants to chuck it across the room, in disgust, the other part is still analyzing and absorbing the story for what it is, and it's complexities. I should have known better, classics like this usually have unexpected endings and leave you wanting to talk about them.....just like I'm doing now! Rarrr! Now I'm going to have to watch the movie.

Are our Friends a reflection of Ourselves?...I hope so

2007-12-15T14:18:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to take a quick moment to write about how grateful I am for friends. Today something happened, and it reminded me that I'm truly grateful to be blessed with such wonderful and mature friendships, and I don't know what I have done to deserve them! I remember in High School, friends could come and go, depending on the week, or circumstance. Some of those friendships have lasted, and others have withered away as if they never existed. I think there's something really unique about a genuine friendship, that reminds you of who you are. There are the friendships we share with our families, that is special, but also unique, especially between sisters. Then the deep friendship we share with our husbands, but also unique to any of the others. It's amazing that we can have so many friendships in our lives, and they fill different niches. For the first 5 years of being married, we didn't have ANY friends, at least any local ones. We had each other, that was enough for us. To be frank, we never really had time for them, or the energy to make new ones. I'm personally very protective of who I let in my inner circle, and I just never could find anyone whom I "clicked with". Being Mormon, in my twenties, married, and no kids also made it hard relate to other girls. Now, I'm still that same girl, but somehow...it's easy. I think I'm changing, and I don't even realize it. The friends that I've made in the last year, have helped me keep my sanity, and have also reminded me of who I am. The old ones who have known me forever, are that much more special, because they have watched me progress through all my different stages of life, sticking by me every step of the way. I AM fun. I AM social. I AM outgoing. I AM still that person I remember, just better now. I'm grateful for everyone in my life that grounds me, and continues to be a positive influence. May every day bring me once step closer to the person I know I can be.

I wish I had come up with this idea!

2007-12-11T22:11:00.000-08:00

Blog Book

So, my whole purpose in blogging was to journal. I am not good at keeping up with everyday things, but blogging sure makes it look fun! Plus you get to add in your pictures, which always makes it more fun to read. My friend Libby has been blogging for a year and let me use her pictures to show you her blog book. The site she used is called blurb and it transfers everything from your blog over. You can then add or delete pictures, and put things how you want. When your ready, you choose your cover color and picture and then they print it out and send it to you! I was so excited to see it turned out so well! Her book has 270 pages and only cost her $64.00. A pretty great price considering it's a whole years worth of journaling and pictures. Anyways, I thought some of you might be interested in seeing what good (since JJ's convinced theres not much!) that can come out of blogging! PS: Thanks Libby!

I found this on DeeDee T's blog, and I checked it out, and I LOVE IT!! When I have accumulated a year's worth of journaling, I am going to get it made into a book because I KEEP NO JOURNALS! Who has time right? Now I can, thanks to this company! Here's the link if you're interested.
http://www.blurb.com/

My Favorite Animal...

2007-12-11T14:15:00.000-08:00

Ever since I was a little girl, I have had this fascination with monkeys and Gorillas. There's a photograph of me at the Hogle Zoo when I was a toddler, staring at the monkey exhibit. I'm told that I sat there FOREVER, just watching them, and I had no interest in any of the other animals. Something about them really touches me, even as an adult. Today I was watching a special with my favorite journalist Hottie Anderson Cooper, and he was doing a story on the Gorillas in the Congo. There is a civil war going on, and the land where the Gorillas live is being fought over. There are only 200 gorillas in existance in those forests, and they are being killed. Local rangers are scared they could become extinct if the killing continues. My heart melted as they showed footage of mothers cradling their babies, they looked like little furballs! I guess because they have so many human characteristics, it makes me love them even more. I know they feel fear, sadness, pain, joy, love, and are intelligent, just like us! They associate in family communities, and take care of each other. I watch alot of Animal Planet, and I've seen organizations set up orphanage's for Monkey's and Gorilla's that have been injured, or the mother has died. I've secretly always wanted to work there. I always tell Chris that if I was smarter I would have become a Vet. Now, instead of a vet, I'm probably going to be a mom.

Thriving off Chaos?...

2007-12-07T10:15:00.000-08:00

I always thought that I liked being lazy, going home, making dinner, lounging around, surfing the net, then going to bed. But what I have truly come to realize is that I like it when my days are packed full. I tend to make loud sighs, and complain about how busy I am, then I'll say how I wish everything would slow down. People....it's NOT TRUE! I find that when my week is not plum full, and I end up sitting around doing nothing, that's when I start to get depressed. It's weird because my sisters and brother are JUST like me. I wonder what it is about our personalities that require us to constantly be occupied? Do we all suffer from a slight case of A.D.D.? Whatever happened to quiet time and reflection? Well, I'm bored already with this post, so I'm going to read a book now. Choi!

LISA LAVIE

2007-12-02T22:37:00.003-08:00

This girl is Awesome!! She's an unsigned artist, and I discovered her on utube. Please give her a listen!!!

The Gift: Live Session

2007-12-02T22:37:00.001-08:00

ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS BY AN UNSIGNED ARTIST.

SOME PEOPLE MIGHT THINK THIS IS A RANDOM SONG COMING FROM ME, BUT CHECK IT OUT, YOU MIGHT SEE WHY I LIKE IT SO MUCH!

LISA LAVIE

2007-12-02T22:35:00.001-08:00

Here's another Lisa Lavie Song that I really like. She's got a really unique sound, and I hope that people will give her a chance.

2007-12-01T14:50:00.001-08:00

My friend Allison and I threw our friend Kari a Baby Shower. It was so much fun, and she got lots of really cool stuff. Instead of playing games, we opted out for a quick activity that turned out SOOOO cute. We had plain white onesies of all sizes, and permanent markers for each person to decorate a onesie for her new baby. Here is what some of them looked like. I think they are ALL so adorable, and I can't wait to see Londyn wearing them!! (I did the "I heart Bailey" shirt, it's their family dog, haha) We also had a full hot breakfast that consisted of sticky buns, cranberry cream cheese rolls, and some YUMMY hot chocolate!! I'm also posting the recipe because it is TO DIE FOR! If you love hot chocolate, TRY IT! Overall, I think it was a success. The food was awesome, Kari had a great time, she got lots of adorable things, and she's one step closer to having her little one here with us! We can't wait for her arrival, and we wish them the best!!

Creamy Hot Cocoa

INGREDIENTS

1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
3/4 cup white sugar
1 pinch salt
1/3 cup boiling water
3 1/2 cups milk
3/4 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/2 cup half-and-half cream

DIRECTIONS

Combine the cocoa, sugar and pinch of salt in a saucepan. Blend in the boiling water. Bring this mixture to an easy boil while you stir. Simmer and stir for about 2 minutes. Watch that it doesn't scorch. Stir in 3 1/2 cups of milk and heat until very hot, but do not boil! Remove from heat and add vanilla. Divide between 4 mugs. Add the cream to the mugs of cocoa to cool it to drinking temperature.

Another nursery tale.....

2007-11-28T08:32:00.000-08:00

Last week at church, Chris had to help me in nursery because we were a few teachers short. Everything was going fairly smooth until there was an accident. Chris comes up to me with this panicked look on his face and he says, "one of the kids peed his pants and he's in the bathroom!" I go in there, and this cute little boy has his pants down to his ankles, and he's standing there staring at me. Then I notice the puddle of pee on the bathroom floor, his pants and underwear are soaked, inside I groan, but I tell him it's okay LUCKILY, it's the end of class and his dad is on his way to pick up he and his sister, so I'm trying to reason with this 2 year old on why he has to pull his pants up because he can't leave church with his pants around his ankles. THEN...at that moment I notice that he's wearing his sisters pink panties! I'm trying not to laugh, but Chris noticed them too, and we were both stifling chuckles. So we get him all taken care of, explained the situation to dad, and everyone left happy. Just another day survived at the church nursery......

One Busy Week

2007-11-26T11:38:00.001-08:00

Well, what is there REALLY to say about Thanksgiving this year? I'll cover the basics for you. We ate, we ate some more, and then we ate after that. There may have been a little visiting squeezed in between meals, but it's all a blur due to the food coma I was in for about 48 hours. Chris's brother in law frequently stated that after all that eating, he was going to have to go play "Fat Dog" on the floor to give his poor stomach a rest!

Not only did we celebrate one of my favorite holidays of the year, but it was also my Birthday!! I have officially turned 26 years old! I feel so old, and yet so young! I took the day off from work and drove to Mesquite for the day to spend with my mom and grandma. I went with my grandma to her doctor's appointment to receive one of her treatments for her skin cancer. It wasn't exactly thrilling, but I know she was happy to have me there with her. The injections are very painful, and I know she gets nervous. I hope she'll be done with them soon.

I also watched a movie called "North and South." It's definitely my new favorite movie. I have not read the book, but I LOVE the movie. It's not like "Pride and Prejudice" where the characters are very black and white and kind of simple, although I do love that story. These characters have so much depth and just when you think you have it figured out, they peel away another layer of that character and it sheds new light on them. The movie is about 4 hours long, but I didn't care. It takes place during the Industrial revolution in the north. My ancestors were living exactly that kind of life during that time. It was a hard and rigorous life, but that was life back then. I'm so grateful to live in this day and age. Our struggles are hard, and we do not live a carefree life, but I would rather have my struggles than the ones they had to endure.

Anyway, enough said. Thanksgiving was great. My Birthday was great. Life is great. My dogs are great. Amen.